reading through my previous blogpost really brings the feels. how obnoxious and stupid i was. i was so preoccupied with people who never did and will give a fuck about me. well, not all. but, where the fuck are they now? to my younger self, you gotta stop taking life too hard. your decisions in the past was never a stupid mistake and im forever grateful for it. im loving life, tho sometimes really "FUCK IT ALL!" stay alive is never easy. im glad that i made it through the dark miserable silly times still sane till right now (:

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥