hello love.

when was the last time i blog here? i miss blogging my heart out just to feel better. what the fuck happened to me? why did i stop? well i miss you, love.


updates updates.
resigned from cgh. i think i did mention this a couple of times before? well, i actually lost hope after that.

received call from kwsh. and BAM, now im working at kwsh. the people was kinda nice. but im tired of getting blamed for something i didnt do and some of them really spoke to me quite harshly. i feel that i dont deserve it.


yesterday, for the first and last (im positive) time i had dinner with the person im having a crush on. we talked about stuffs. the person reminded me some things that i had selfishly forgotten; the reasons why i join nursing at the first place. i realised that i have been selfish. all i have been thinking is myself.

he said "there no ugly girl, but a girl who lacks confidence"




the next time i'll see you, i remind myself of those words and the reason why im not good enough for you.

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥