this week marks the end of my first job. i cant help it but to feel like a major failure. life sucks, really.

but then again, seeing the kids without parents and having to share a room with bunch of people sucks more. im just being a whiny fucker. i need to just shut the fuck up and feel fortunate.


and this year, im going to let the past go. i have let the tortoises go where they ought to be and i hope i could let these thoughts of you go too. mayb i have already did but i never realised it. still, sometimes i miss chatting with you online. you were like my first love that i never had. sigh.

Labels: failure, goodbyes, pictures

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥