just applied job at some near hospitals. just hope i get it.

being jobless for almost a week is like being in a stagnant dream. nothing's happening, time is wasting. i wished i did have to leave. but then again, i'll fucked it up anyway.

btw, i realised people do really care. but then, why are they caring? they must be fucking wasted or something. or is it because they took pity on me? fuck, i need to stop being an asshole.


and i miss my mum so much ):

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥