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20091230
16:03
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20091229
19:11
did wound debribement today for my pt. man, it was super loooong and tiring. but damn worth it. hopes the wound heals fast from now on. imma cut a bitch if it doesnt. i feels good to help others. but i still, i feel depressed. maybe bcoz the deployed staffs are MY batch and confirmed. srsly, i want to cry each time i reminded myself that im not confirmed. Labels: working he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091226
01:23
i think i need to work on every coming xmas from now on. speaking of xmas, i havent buy the gift for person i got. srsly, i dont know what to buy. ahh. // tbh, i just woke up. lol. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091224
08:59
this morning i woke up and told myself that i have to go to work to proof myself wrong. all i need is to.. cheer up. Labels: working he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091223
22:53
meow. life's been bad this few days. tbh, i need a hug right now. hope tmr will be a better day. # i miss this someone so much after so long. why is this so? Labels: day off(s), working he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091221
00:06
that day - tokio hotel rain falls it don't touch the ground I can Recall An empty house You say I'm fixed But I still feel broken... Broken Lights on Lights off Nothing works I'm cool I'm great I'm a jerk I feed myself lies With words left unspoken Gonna be Ok Gonna be Ok One day One day That day never came That day Never comes I'm not letting go I keep hangin on Everybody says That time heals the pain I've been waiting forever That day never came You said I'd be Comin home They said He's fine Left alone The screams in my mind I keep them a secret... A secret Doctors and your Promises Phsycics, healers I've seen the best Whatever they sell Sure to know how to deal with it Gonna be Ok Gonna be Ok One day One day That day never came That day Never comes I'm not letting go I keep hangin on Everybody says That time heals the pain I've been waiting forever, forever That day never came Gonna be Ok Gonna be Ok One day That day never came That day Never comes I'm not letting go I keep hangin on Everybody says That time heals the pain I've been waiting forever, forever That day never came Forever That day never came Labels: lyrics, tokio hotel he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091220
09:59
I'm Gone - Jay Sean I don't want to have to see you happy. I can't even bare to see you smile. Now-a-days I can't look in your eyes Well I can but it takes a while to show Told a lot of white lies to hide it all. But they're beginning to break me down, Though I promise it's over now. I'm gone. I don't blame you at all. 'Cause after all the things that you did for me I Got beaten by temptation I'm gone. Girl you're better off alone. I don't want you to see, the truth in me. I'm gone. Try my best to keep it all together. Tryna take it back to where we were. Never been to good at keeping secrets, I'll Give you reasons but for what it's worth Lemme go. What the hell would make you look at me the same? Used to say "We're unbreakable." But I just went & changed it all. See if I told you? Could you live with that? If I told you? Could you live with that? If I told you, I couldn't live with that! I couldn't live with that! Noooo! I'd rather give you no excuses at all. I'm gone. I don't blame you at all. 'Cause after all the things that you did for me Got beaten by temptation I'm gone. Girl you're better off alone. I don't want you to see, the truth in me. You gave everything & honestly it's every fault of mine. To beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong. See, leaving you is one thing But you've got to realize: Some things are best unspoken So please don't ask me why! Ohhhh I'm gone. I don't blame you at all. 'Cause after all the things that you did for me Got beaten by temptation I'm gone. Girl you're better off alone. I don't want you to see, the truth in me That's why I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone Byeee I'm gone. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091219
16:00
ANNNNNDDDDDDDD DR FOO PJ FUCKING REMEMBERS MY NAME! I WAS 'AAAAAAHHHHHHH!' <3 Labels: im sorry you had to read this he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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15:36
i fucking ♥ day offs. (although i wont get to see our cute houseofficer who is so eager when he saw a case note on the nurses counter / omg he's on facebook like fucking now!) //. aww. im glad someone thinks he's cute too. phew i thought i have no taste. its been a lazy saturday today. showered, breakfasted, slept and here i am blogging. i miss you, love. to be honest, i miss a whole bunch of people. where have they gone too? i miss you people, you. Labels: day off(s), eye candy he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091209
21:24
 idk why i feel kinda depressed & somewhat disappointed with myself. and i hope you're having a good rest right now. you must be tired. on a side note, someone told me that i GAIN WEIGHT NOW! LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING, REALLY!? he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091206
05:43
BELTED SHOULDER BAG PRINTED BOTTOM SWEATER DRESS <3 Labels: desirable he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20091201
10:05
i keep having bizarre dreams these few days. idk why really. bizarre is so bizarre, eh? life's been fine lately. ep. i cant wait for my humanoid deluxe album. yay Labels: humanoid, tokio hotel he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |