im shivering.

2 days mc. called the bloody place and got reprimanded.
srsly i dont know. at least i bothered to call and inform.
i know, im new. but you dont have to treat me this fucking way.
tbh, i fucking hate this place. why the fuck im here again?

i rather die than to come back the bloody place.
i dont feel belong at all. no, i dont. i doubt i will.
i will laughing and pretend that im having a fucking good time with you guys.
but, no i wont. i wont. i hate it.


i hate myself ):

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥