and oh, i cried till my eyes were swollen the other day.
i still feel so tired after yesterday (um. on tuesday, i mean)

i admit i feel like quiting this fucking job.
i admit i kinda hate this fucking job.
i admit i dont feel belong in this fucking place.
i admit i do regret joining this path.

but then again, since im already in this path i might as well keep moving forward.
srsly im gonna breakdown if i dont start thinking positively.

i just need to start believing in myself again (like i ever did)
anw, i embarrassed myself in front three doctors all at the same time.
fuck the foreskin. i srsly dont know. yeah, i did laughed at myself.
but think again, as a nurse who just graduated i should able to locate where the fucking foreskin.


im so fucking stupid. ugh.
fuck i need to stop this shit and start cleaning.
my two days off will be over in... about 36 hours. yes, im a freak too.

and baby blue scrubs on saturday! yay.

Labels: off day(s), rants

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥