oh love, i miss you so fucking much.

this week suck like fuck.
how can i call this 'honeymoon period' when im so fucking stressed?
i feel like crying and wanted to give up everything.


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im gonna rant and rant.
i know i should be studying right now.
but i need to get this out of my system.

k, here goes:
FUCK YOU FOR BEING SO FUCKING BOSSY! FUCK YOU FOR BEING A FUCKING UNCREATIVE BITCH! FUCK YOU FOR NOT LISTENING WHEN YOU WERE SUPPOSEDLY TO BE LISTENING! FUCK YOU. I WILL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO DO. YOU'RE RIGHT. ITS NOT FUCKING GRADED. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU FREAKING OUT!? FUCK THIS SHIT. IM MAD THAT I DIDNT GET TO DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANTED TO DO. SORRY IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS SHIT.



i feel so much better now.
and oh, i had my BCLS today. i fucked the one-man.
thank god that i pass the whole course. plus, soon i will get to practice venepuncture on a real human being. ):
tbh, i hate poking people prolly bcoz i hate to be poked.

Labels: fuck, im sorry you had to read this, rants

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥