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aha. i look fucking fat & im sucha camwhore.
plus some of the pics taken when he told me "NINA COME HUG ME" (he didnt fucking said that, actually, but you get what i mean) and i fucking freaked.
i had to fucking hug him all bcoz he's my older nephew?
after that, swore that i never wanted to hug another damn guy. ugh.
i feel sick remembering the whole thing.

oh love, i miss blogging. twittering is fun tho.

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☮ 20090322 00:50


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all the pics taken before the days.

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☮ 20090312 02:02


1. Last beverage → water
2. Last phone call → home
3. Last text message → my eldest sis
4. Last song you listened to → The Only Song - Sherwood
5. Last time you cried → last 2 weeks ago?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → NO
7. Been cheated on? → NO
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → NO
9. Lost someone special? → YES
10. Been depressed? → YES
11. punched someone → not yet

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. baby blue
13. black
14. black

THIS PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → yes
16. Fallen out of love → no
17. Laughed until you cried → no
18. Met someone who changed you → yes
19. Found out who your true friends were → never will
20. Found out someone was talking about you → never
21.
22.

TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have → none
24. Do you have any pets → yes
25. Do you want to change your name → yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday → mini surprise at 0030 & mum forgets my bday
27. What time did you wake up today → still awake
28. What were you doing at midnight last night → staring at the com
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → retirement
30. Last time you saw your father → 08022002
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → myself
32. What are you listening to right now → Classified - Breathe Carolina
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → myfuckingself
36. What's your real name → fuck you
37. Relationship Status → single
38. Zodiac sign → Snake
39. Male or female → female
40. Elementary School → fuck
41. Middle School → fuck
42. High school → fuck
43. Hair Color → Black
44. Long or short → Short
45. Height → 1.51cm
46. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes, Dave from Breathe Carolina
47. What do you like about yourself? → nothing.
49. Tattoos → no
50. Righty or lefty → Right-handed

FIRSTS:
51. First surgery → none
52. First piercing → Ears
53. First tattoo → no
54. First best friend → none
55. First sport you joined → none
56. First pet → tortoise
57. First vacation → Malaysia
58. First concert → some fucking band concert
59. First crush → some fucker
60. First boyfriend → None

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating → none
62. Drinking → none
63. I'm about to → sleep in front of the com again
64. Listening to → See You Again - Breathe Carolina
65. Waiting for → pay day

YOUR FUTURE:
66. Want kids? → no
67. Want to get married? → no
68. Careers in mind? → nursing?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE SEX OF YOUR CHOOSING?
69. Lips or eyes → eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → hugs
71. Shorter or taller → tall
72. Older or Younger → older
73. Romantic or spontaneous → fuck this
74. Nice stomach or nice arms → fuck this too
75. Tattoos or piercings → both
76. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
77. Hook-up or relationship → fuck this
78. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
79. Kissed a stranger → yes, fucking forced to.
80. been in love → no
81. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
82. Sex on first date → never
83. Broken someone's heart → yes
84. Had your own heart broken → yes
85. Been arrested? → no
86. Turned someone down → yes
87. Cried when someone died → yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → YES

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → never
90. Miracles → hardly
91. Love at first sight → not anymore, except for musicians
92. Heaven → yes
93. Santa Claus → yes
94. Kissing on the first date? → never
95. Angels → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes, with Pat
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → never
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? → never
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? → my family
100. Who is the most awesome kid ever? → my ygr sis




i fucking hate myself. shut the fuck up, RINNA.
& stole this from facebook. ah fuck.

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☮ 20090307 13:11


okay, i wanted to rant last night.
but i was dead tired. no. it was another boring day.
and thanks to everyone who remembers my bday bcoz of the bday alert thingy.

happy belated birthday, rinna
and ohai paul twohill, happy birthday.






my mum forgot my birthday.

D:

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☮ 20090306 15:26


☮ 20090302 02:24


Malacca trip (280209-010309)













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