☮ 20090125 01:08




i swear i swear.


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ah yes. the final 2 days.
this week ended off pretty nicely.

on fri, i waited for my sis aft wrk.
someone actually thought im not local. (which is like everyday?)
and i bought TH CoC DVD and acc my sis to get some food.

srsly, now i need to get the new FOB & Astroninja albums.




//
and i realised why i never been to those live concerts.
crowded places makes me nervous. i hate shopping malls too.

and pics taken on thurs (22/01/09)
i looked like fuck. so, dont look for me in the pics.








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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20090118 03:06


oh billkay.


finally the 3 nights are over.
the 3 different staffs worked with me.
it'll be weird to be bck to work the day.
but at least i get to sleep in the night.


and yes. that's so remind me of Tokio Hotel.
here's what i drew on fri.

[and the fucking thing doesnt work.... and it does now]





this final attachment, im gonna take as mch pics i can.
all the memories. and going bck to sch will be interesting..

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☮ 20090110 09:32


ah fuck.

i feel like ranting now.
k. yesterday supposedly to be an awesome day.
prolly cause im not wrking with the labled fucking ppl (that's another long story).


//

i knw im a fucking klutz but i never talked abt her.
srsly, she fucking stared at me and said smtg i'll never forget.
like what the fucking fuck? i wasnt hinting her AT ALL.
i just fucking said that i didnt want to eat.
is that so fucking wrong? truly fucked.


and you ppl constantly asked why i dont fucking mix with ppl of my own race.
they treat me like fucking shit (not all but they did anyway).

i srsly dont deserve this. mayb im fucking sensitive.



this week amazingly sucked. i felt like leaving the goddamn place.

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☮ 20090105 19:43


say 'hello useless thing'.
oh no, you dont have to fucking ask why.
you wont listen to my suicidal thoughts.

before i start sobbing in fear of myself, pls dont pretend that you give a fuck.

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☮ 20090104 22:03


All-American Rejects - "I Wanna"


I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It's me for you
Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side
'Cuz it's never gonna be the truth
Too far for you

But can you hear me say?
Don't throw me away
And there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you'll break
And I give my life away
So far for you
But can you hear me say
Don't throw me away?
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Tonight I'm weak
It's just another day without you
That I can't sleep
I gave away the world for you to

Hear me say
Don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but I all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but I all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

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☮ 20090103 09:06