hidden misery.

before i go to bed, i just wanna rant.
ah yes. it feels uncomfortable when i wanna type here.



i wonder if whatever shit i did previously is wrong?
asked myself if i could turn time, would i change anything?
you know i miss the past secretly.

and i know it fucking hurts.
we keep falling back to where we started from.
i want you to know that im still here hurting.
no, not by you. but by what i did and the things i think i did to you.
what are my reasons?

will you ever know? whatmore; will i ever know?
like what they all say that i cant let it go.




hello anony.
who the fuck are you?
what's with the fucking text msgs?
are you in love or you just finally cracked?

hello anony.
i think i'll never ever want to know you;
altho deep inside i wish to find out the anony one.

hello anony.
i hope you're happy that you're torturing me mentally.

i fucking hate you for sending me that msgs.
but then again, who the fuck would send such chessy msgs?

hello anony, i think you got the wrong person.





"i cut myself today" and now dont you cry.

Labels: randoms thoughts, rants

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥