here's my 501st entry.


just read a few previous-previous-previous entries. so way back that i hardly rmb i actually type it out until i read it. those stupidest-yet-memorable times. think again, it was fun and less frightening than the present. but still, i dont wish it to happen again. there i go again, random things.

this year. someone's been soooo fucking moody. it'll always fuck our laughters we had together. FUCK! yes, im disappointed with myself for ruining your life.



i hardly eat properly this few days. still, my fucking weight remains the same. dammit. what a waste of time.

today is horrible. all i want to do is to lie on the bed and sleep. the thoughts just kept on tormenting me. i seriously need.. the TOKIO HOTEL cd / tees / (maybe) the bag which i've been eyeing since the moment i saw it on the net.

Labels: moody, past, tokio hotel

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥