☮ 20080127 22:35


Anuar Zain - tak lelah


Tak lelah
Kau beri sgalanya
Tuk yakinkanku
Kau sayang padaku
Hingga kau
Taklukkan diriku
Membuatku tersedar
Ku tlah merasakan sesuatu

Disaatku mulai sayang
Disaatku mulai cinta
Kau yang hilangkan rasa untukku

Sedih yang mestiku pendam
Rasa yang menjadi hampa
Ku jalani semua
Walau cinta kini tak berarah

Kau pergi tak beralasan
Tak seperti yang ku pinta
Ku menunggu tiba waktu kau ucapkan
Kau sayang padaku

it was never real. just emotions and lies.

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☮ 22:26


another emotional day.


this is what i did today..







i didnt know that it'll turn out so beautiful. randomness sure keeps things surprisingly wonderful. i just love the way it was.

bloody yet painless (:

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☮ 20080119 01:31


like finaaaaaally, its over. the superduper busiest weeks are over. yesterday was somewhat-an-emotional day. sigh.


some pics which i was lazy to post





i felt like posting this song. its translated : SMILE ONCE AGAIN. i might be wrong. my MT just sucks to the core la.


Izwan Pilus - Kembali Senyum


Pantas kau diam membisu
Ada garis sendu di wajahmu
Salahkah sekadar aku bertanya
Berikan jawapan

Kuatkah ikatan cinta
Apa mungkin kasihmu setia
Tak ku duga air mata berlinang
Luka perasaanmu sayang

Sengaja hatimu ingin ku duga
Tak terlintas fikiran mencuriga cinta
Ku tahu seputih dingin salju
Itu warna cintamu

Kekasih..usah merasa ragu dan sangsi
Kekasih..cinta ku takkan terbelah bagi
Keringkanlah air mata di pipi mu sayang
Kembali senyum…

Pantas kau diam membisu
Ada garis sendu di wajahmu
Salahkah sekadar aku bertanya
Berikan jawapan

Kuatkah ikatan cinta
Apa mungkin kasihmu setia
Tak ku duga air mata berlinang
Luka perasaanmu sayang

Sengaja hatimu ingin ku duga
Tak terlintas fikiran mencuriga cinta
Ku tahu seputih dingin salju
Itu warna cintamu

Kekasih..usah merasa ragu dan sangsi
Kekasih..cinta ku takkan terbelah bagi
Keringkanlah air mata di pipi mu sayang
Kembali senyum…



the end.

i rather feel hurt than to be left alone feeling stupid.

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☮ 20080116 00:22


PARAMORE - pressure


Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

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☮ 20080112 03:16


☮ 03:09


im still awake. this year started out pretty bad. i dont know if i can take it any longer. Mr Abu is right. i should have listen to him. i wont be here suffering. sigh.




im tired of crying. i need you to save me from myself.

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☮ 20080108 21:20


EPIK HIGH - fan


가질수가 없어도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도

Oh baby Don't you know 내이름도 모르죠
오늘도 밤새도록 맘졸이고 그대 바라보고 있죠
Oh so beautiful 손에쥔 당신의 독사진
세상의 환호성에 파묻힌 내 미친 사랑의 속삭임
듣고있지도 않겠죠 난 죽어도 안되겠죠
그러겠죠 다음 세상에도 내가 누군지도 모르고 살겠죠
너무나도 그댈 가지고 싶어 난 돌이킬수가 없죠
오늘밤도 입을 맞추고 싶어 베게를 꽉 붙잡겠죠

오늘이 우리의 첫만남이 맞는 거겠죠
그런 문답은 언제나 당신만 하는 거겠죠
나는 그대 뒷모습에 오늘도 말을 걸겠죠
항상 같은 건데도 떨림의 인사를 건네죠
이 세상의 모든 귀를 막아도 그대만은 내말을 들어줘
멀어지는 그대 뒷모습에 굳어가는 날 흔들어줘
멀리서 저 멀리서 점이되어가 어디에서
그대를 볼수 있을까 (좋아)

가질수가 없어도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도

오늘은 왜 웃지않고있을까 그대
무슨일인지 별일 아니었으면 좋겠는데
시름이 가득한 그대 얼굴 난 볼수가 없는데
차라리 내가 아픈게 낫겠어 그럴수가 없는게
너무나도 안타까워 오늘 하루만은 날 반가워
잘있었죠 물어본다면 대답할수있는 날 안아줘
갖지도 만질수도 안을수도 없는 그대여
오늘밤도 난 그댈 만나러 가요 (내 꿈속에서)

내 꿈속에서라도 모두가 말리고 내 사랑 비웃더라도
미쳤다고 모두가 말리고 온 세상 지우더라도
당신은 내껀데 보잘것없는 시선들에게 뺏겨 왜
No 난 절대못해 나만 바라보게 해줄게
모든걸 다 줄게 입 맞출때 세상을 다 가져다 줄게
절대 날 떠나가지 못하게 불이 꺼져버린 가슴에 가둘게
You are my star. I'm your number one fan.
baby please take my hand.

가질수가 없어도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도

가질수가 없어도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도 (내 머리 속에서라도)
만질수가 없어도 (그저 헛된 꿈이라도)
말할수가 없어도 (멀리서 숨어서라도)
You know I do (너를 사랑한다고)

미친사랑에 빠진 Boys & girls say !! (Oh Oh Oh)
바보같은 사랑에 빠진 Boys & girls say !! (Oh Oh Oh)
헛된 사랑에 빠진 Boys & girls say !! (Oh Oh Oh)
나 같은 사랑에 빠진 Boys & girls say !! (Oh Oh Oh)
내가 누군지는 몰라도 ..

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☮ 20:16


another year. shall i admit that it was a memorable year?


all the laughters and tears. i'll rmb ever each of them. those wonderful ppl i met along the way; esp.

  1. YEEJOO! i miss her soo mch. how cm i hvnt see her in sch this year?


  2. SOYAH & GANG! (Parvin, Jeslin, Nuraini, Anwar & those i forgot to ask their names) its nice that i met them just now.


  3. XINGHUI, PEI ING & those i met during the IMH attachmt! i miss eating the 7/11 sandwich with XINGHUI.


  4. CLARISSA, NUREIZAH, HAZIQAH (:


oh boy. im so tired that i forgot why i called my godsis. i hope its not something important.


well, this year started with a BANG! everything is slapped on the face. and now im rushing. rushing. i dont even know what am i going to do after i graduate. my life just went downhill. i really feel like quiting. somehow, it feels as if im walking on an endless path with no destination. im feel like crying now.

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