☮ 20071031 19:57


i feel so screwed and im not sure why.
i hate this feeling. maybe i should sleep early today. maybe..




this is taken last Thurs by PeiQi. beautiful, isnt it?



the tattoos done by Zhang HuiBo and hand belongs to Ramri (:

drawn during Mike's lesson ytd.


drawn by yours truly on self. its so blurred.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

you could be happy - snowpatrol

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☮ 20071024 23:56


havent been updating for days. okay. let me recall some interesting events. hmm..


MON

i went to huibo's hse aft sch. it was fun. i kaypohed ard. see almost every part of the hse. yes, i always want to see her hse eversince she moved closer to my blk. aft kaypohingard, i watched Winter Sonata with her. she has the VCD. watched the 1st episode. it was nice. btw, she had to translate almost every word said by the actors. there was no english subtitle. hehe.

aft tt, i sms my sis if she wanted to cut her hair together with me. she said yes. met her outside. took 138 to amk central. anw, the bus driver rushed us. damn him! i almost dropped my phone. my sis said tt he needed to go to the gents urgently. i was LOLed. i think so too. AMK to the ZOO, ZOO back to AMK. and maybe he had no toilet breaks? still, it was an experience. and oh, we didnt cut our hair. BOO!


TUE

i cant rmb what the hell i did. only rmbed tt i slept late again..


WED

didnt do much. finaaally, i slept in the afternoon. been onlining until now. IMVU rawks. hehe. right, Asyikin?

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☮ 20071021 03:24


more and more emotional days. crying your heart out sure helps. anw, its the week end and i decided to change my blogskin again. well, let the pictures do the talking..




yeejoo is camshy



all these pics are taken on Thurs. i had classes till 8pm. thank goodness it ended slightly earlier. before the night class, we met yeejoo at MacD. of coz la, everyone was damn happy. miss her soso much. too bad we cant get a perfect pic of her. we tried and failed. all four of us. Ramri, Huibo, LinMei and me. its like mission impossible. heh (x

btw, met Asyikin ytd aft sch. it was nice to see her aft a super super looooooooooooong time. i miss her <3

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☮ 20071017 22:14


just another emotional day. took some pics during pract. thank goodness its a female lecturer (:


came to the lab early. WE ENTHU MAH!


rectum, uterus, bladder


the insides of ...


a baby. yes, its fake (:


then, CAMWHORE sessions begin

huibo


ramri takes great pictures (:


rinna: im gonna sleep during this lesson...
peiqi: you sure anot?

* we didnt really say this la (x


catfight!

PS: eversince, yeejoo joined the other grp. we missed her terribly. maybe thats why huibo 'disturb' ramri (x
yeejoo, we always rmb to book a seat for you leh. when you want to crash one of our lectures?

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☮ 20071015 23:26


another tiring day. its the first day of sch again. i havent buy my books. i didnt enough cash and wanted to draw some money from the bank but the Q was long. so, i decided to buy it tml.

well, honestly speaking this year the hari raya celebration is strangely OKAY. i dont know why. maybe bcoz we took pictures in all the houses we visited. yes, the first and second days are always the busiest and unavailable days for the whole family. we would visit my relatives in my father's side on the first day and mum's side on the second day. and here's the pics we took at home.





this is my fave pic


okay. we just got back from Msia at 0200. what a journey. spend time by taking pictures (:







okay. there's more pics but just posted all that i have. anw, i came late for the tut today bcoz i woke up late. i didnt have enough sleep ytd. btw, i met Soyah and gang twice. miss them so much! hope i get to see them tml again (x






cont.____
HAH! i just registered for my elective. more kiasu this year bcoz i want to be in the same module with my friends. pls, pls, pls, pls, let me get this elective with them...

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☮ 20071013 00:22


today is:


hari raya & dad's birthday

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☮ 20071012 23:55


hmm. time sure flies. going bck to school soon. well, i have been wasting three weeks of my life. sleeping late. waking up late. playing games. stare at the com for hours and hours. staying at home all day long. i really outdid myself this year. sigh. anw, im fired. yeah. i played 'THE APPRENTICE (LA)'. its so addictive. im a disappointment to the group. but at least, im in the last two (x

okay. here's a song.


Asyiknya..yayaya
Asyiknya..yayaya

Bel Jam Tujuh
Aku dijemput oleh pacar ku
Aku diajak kencang dengan nya
Asyiknya...yayaya

Bel Jam Tujuh
Aku dijemput oleh pacar ku
Aku diajak kencang dengan nya
Asyiknya...yayaya

Tak lupa ku bersolek
Baju baru ku semprot minyak wangi......

Bel Jam Tujuh
Aku dijemput oleh pacar ku
Aku di ajak kencang dengan nya
Asyiknya..

Indahnya malam ini
Bulan bintang tersenyum
Menyaksikan.....
Dua sijoli yang sedang bercinta
Di mabuk asmara..
Suara jenkerik berbisik
Hati ku pun mengelitik
Kerna dia...
mulai melirik dan mulai mengusik
Jemari tangan ku

Hai.Hai.Hai.Hai

Bel Jam Sebelas
Aku harus diantar pulang
Besok pagi aku ada senam
Senam pagi...

yayayayaya..2x

Indahnya malam ini
Bulan bintang tersenyum
Menyaksikan.....
Dua sijoli yang sedang bercinta
Di mabuk asmara..
Suara jenkerik berbisik
Hati ku pun mengelitik
Kerna dia...
mulai melirik dan mulai mengusik
Jemari tangan ku

Hai!Hai!Hai!Hai

Bel Jam Sebelas
Aku harus diantar pulang
Besok pagi aku ada senam
Senam pagi...

yayayayaya..2x

bel jam tujuh - dewi persik



*btw, i planned to buy my books today and guess what.. i didnt buy at all )x

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☮ 20071010 01:35


im tired. but, i felt like posting smtg here right now. maybe i'll do a quiz.


The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
- MUM

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
- YES

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
- YES <3

Do you take compliments well?
- NOT SO.

If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
-

Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
-

Who do you text the most?
-

Where was the furthest place you traveled?
- SIMEI

Do you like mustard?
- MAYBE ABIT

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- BOTH (x

Do you miss anyone?
-

Can you do splits?
- NO.

What did you do on New Years Eve?
- NOTHING

Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
-

Whats the last letter of your name?
- A.

Do you like care bears?
-

Do you wear your seatbelt?
- NO.

Do you like Liver and Onions?
-

Do you like funny or serious people better?
-

Who is on your mind right now?
- MUM & DAD

Any plans for tomorrow night?
- NO.

Whats your fav. song at the moment?
-

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
- DEPENDS

Are you easy to get along with?
- DEPENDS

52. Are you generally a happy person?
- DEPENDS..





thats the lamest thing i ever did so early in the morning. answering quiz which i couldnt be bothered to think of the answers. yes. im tired lah

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☮ 20071007 22:38


what a week! shocking conversation which was between 2 different people. weird temperature. redness. missed dose. more pain and sleepless nights. well, this year is rather different frm the previous years. lots of sweet memories and yes, broken hearts. you know, here's a song that reminds me of someone i shall not mention. and no, not someone frm the past.


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

cry - rihanna

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☮ 00:30


okay. chged abit of the skin today. so much to blog but in the end nothing important is blog here. like always. cut myself again, accidentally. call me a psychopath 'cause i took some pics of it.


before

after


well, been sick since Mon. didnt bother to see the doctor until i woke up when swollen fingers one fine day. it was horrible, i tell you. horrible.

to be honest, its sucks going to the doctor. no particular reason. or maybe.. there i go again. just that.. nevermind (X

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