here's too another fucking day this year.

"I RATHER YOU NOT ASK ME OUT THAN TO CHANGE PLANS AGAIN. ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME. EACH TIME YOU DO THIS, IT MAKES ME FEEL SAD. DO YOU KNOW THAT?"

i did ask you if you wanted to join. the other time i went to meet you when your friends were with you. guess what, i feel so fucking alone with you. its so hurting.


"AND WHATS WRONG WITH ASKING YOU ABOUT THE PASSING NUMBERS? I EVEN ASKED MY COUSIN. I'M JUST WORRIED. BUT WHY CAN'T I ASK YOU?"

i just had a feeling that you dont trust me. forget it. i shldnt be trusted anw.


"YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT. YOU MAKE THE DECISIONS."

fine. if im right, why am i feeling so hurt right now?


"I DIDN'T EVEN BLAME YOU FOR PASSING THE NUMBER. I ONLY ASKED. THANKS FOR TURNING BACK THE BLAME TO ME. A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED TODAY. I'M TIRED. LEAVE IT AS MY FAULT. GOOD NIGHT."

i didnt blame you at all. i find it disappointting that youu asked me that question. you know, i wont give you numbers away without asking you. just disappointed.

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥