☮ 20070830 10:23


another gonna-be-tiring day (X
here's a pic of the guy from hellogoodbye. they're so loved always





Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?


hellogoodbye - "oh, it is love"

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☮ 20070828 00:20




attachments. female ward. darn cute patients. tired feet. sleepy eyes. morning shift. changi general hospital. everything is so random. just like the next pics (X




and this is certified as the most random

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☮ 20070827 01:29


i shld be sleeping now. but, im worried. im going to CGH bck soon. sigh. sigh. honestly speaking, im already in the holiday mood. here's the pics taken on FRI







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☮ 20070821 19:43


She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s tripping on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s moving it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s loosing it
She don’t care

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

He was always giving her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka’s hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up she’s tripping on the phone
Now he had to get up and he ain’t coming home
Now he’s trying to forget her
That's how he got with her
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

To the beat
To the beat
To the beat

You got nothing to lose,
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up it’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be tripping on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you’re doing
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

No
No

Now you know what to do
So come on
Feeling good


GOOD CHARLOTTE - "Dance Floor Anthem"

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☮ 15:48


i feel so dead. all i want to do right now is to rest. 2 more papers to go and then, attachments ):


2208 : 0830-1030 / HS2119 / A339.16
2308 : 1630-1830 / HS2117 / G221Z3.19

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☮ 20070819 01:56


i just got bck frm Msia a few hours ago. tired. bio paper is on MON. im so dead. i really dont know if i make it through..



someone took this last Thurs. i cant rmb who (X

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☮ 20070814 23:55


here's too another fucking day this year.

"I RATHER YOU NOT ASK ME OUT THAN TO CHANGE PLANS AGAIN. ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME. EACH TIME YOU DO THIS, IT MAKES ME FEEL SAD. DO YOU KNOW THAT?"

i did ask you if you wanted to join. the other time i went to meet you when your friends were with you. guess what, i feel so fucking alone with you. its so hurting.


"AND WHATS WRONG WITH ASKING YOU ABOUT THE PASSING NUMBERS? I EVEN ASKED MY COUSIN. I'M JUST WORRIED. BUT WHY CAN'T I ASK YOU?"

i just had a feeling that you dont trust me. forget it. i shldnt be trusted anw.


"YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT. YOU MAKE THE DECISIONS."

fine. if im right, why am i feeling so hurt right now?


"I DIDN'T EVEN BLAME YOU FOR PASSING THE NUMBER. I ONLY ASKED. THANKS FOR TURNING BACK THE BLAME TO ME. A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED TODAY. I'M TIRED. LEAVE IT AS MY FAULT. GOOD NIGHT."

i didnt blame you at all. i find it disappointting that youu asked me that question. you know, i wont give you numbers away without asking you. just disappointed.

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☮ 20070812 00:11






almost all the pics taken during the whole attachment. a bittersweet memory. always remembered and never forgotten (X





PS: if you think the pics are too small and wants to view them clearly, pls ask me via email/msn. it has a purpose to be small (:

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☮ 20070810 23:06


another day. didnt really sleep well. studied in sch w LinMei & HuiBo. pics taken frm a book (:






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☮ 20070809 19:50




  • Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. (not including suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5)

  • A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation.

  • Identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self.

  • Impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating; [not including suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5]).

  • Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior

  • Affective instability due to a marked reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a few hours and only rarely more than a few days)

  • Chronic feelings of emptiness.

  • Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights).

  • Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms.

    DSM-IV-TR, 301.83.


    A commonly used mnemonic to remember the features of the borderline personality disorder is PRAISE:

    P - Paranoid ideas
    R - Relationship instability
    A - Angry outbursts, affective instability, abandonment fears
    I - Impulsive behaviour, identity disturbance
    S - Suicidal behaviour
    E - Emptiness

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☮ 20070808 22:40


today is a mixed up day. well, i'll start frm the beginning. had to wake up early for HS1037 presentation. the tut starts at 0900. so, met up with the grpmates at 0800+. as usual, didnt ate breakfast. bleah. skip skip skip to the end of presentation, the lecturer talked to us. i didnt really listen lah. then, helped the lecturer for the National-cum-Nurses' Day. damn tiring. pushed the damn movable stage in a hot hot day. everyone wore black and the heat was killing us. after that, ate at Koufu. skip skip skip to HOME. okay. im lazy to type more.

random: have you ever wish LIFE would be like before?
ever thought of committing suicide?





Victoria - i only knw her name (X


blame my poor phototaking skills



she's studying lah

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☮ 20070807 20:29


two ICA presentations down, one more to go!



for once, i feel taller outside. hehe.



RINNA & 'girlfriend' (X

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☮ 20070806 22:10


You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)


"VANESSA HUDGENS - Say OK"

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☮ 20070805 23:32


watched the last episode of UGLY BETTY. sigh )X
long awaited pics





this is a random ice kacang

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☮ 20070803 23:52


my eldest sis just reminded me of my dead hamster. i feel so empty now ):

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☮ 23:36


today the grp presented HS2117. it was a success. did and said some weird stuffs. it was fun, overall. its a pity that yeejoo missed all the fun. take care and get well soon to yeejoo & my godsis (:

anw, i had a strange dream. being emo. familiar faces and a place which i wanted to go back.



the paper rose on her hair


whole group with Ms Chan

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☮ 20070801 21:37


ytd, didnt present the HS2057. well, i wore Huibo's black skirt and a black top. the presentation is chged to 080807 (10-11AM) at K607. ya, im posting this just to remind myself. i kept forgetting things this few days. im getting old ):

anw, today is officially the strangest day i ever had this year. didnt expect that it would happen. somewhat im glad that it happened, for some weird reason.
btw, HAPPY NURSES' DAY!



ramri & me


bio practical (:


ramri, lin mei, RINNA, yeejoo

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