abit disappointed with myself. i dont think NURSING my thing anymore. i suck at it. had an emotional breakdown. to be honest, it like almost EVERY DAMN ATTACHMENT. its horrible. so depressing. the previous attachment before the KKH attachment, i also cried on my bday at home. sometimes, i feel that im stupid to choose this course in the first place. yes, i know i want to help others and make a difference to them. but, i dont think i can. still having doubts. the only reason i stay is.. my family. its so depressing. i just want to keep quiet and be alone. withdrawn ):

Labels: attachments, misery

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥