i've been thinking about self-injurous behaviour the other time. sometimes, i felt as if the lecturer was talking about me. i have to admit that some of her words were true. no, im not retarded. or mayb im wrong. its frustrating, you know. sometimes, it feels like im fighting a lose-lose battle against myself when crappy things happen. i self injured many years before i started cutting my forearms unmercilessly.



I'm sick of second chances
Cigarettes turn to ashes
I'm standing under street signs
To know the places I've been my whole life
I watch the hours pass us
Another one burns to ashes
I'm waiting for your phone call
To come and save me so you can break my fall

I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me
I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home
And I won't sleep tonight, till you get home
I won't sleep tonight, till you get home

My bed light's burning brighter
Boiled like a boxed in fighter
You've got me fighting pillows
My eyes just won't close till you're at my side
The hours slip to morning
I see the sun coming up
I'm turning off the TV
I'm watching faster than you gave up on me

I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me
I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home
And I won't sleep tonight, till you get home
I won't sleep tonight, till you get home

I got your letters that you sent to me
And it feel likes summer
But your far away from me
When I need you here

I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me
I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home
And I won't (I won't) sleep tonight, till you get home
I won't (I won't) sleep tonight, till you get home


October Fall ft. Patrick Stump - "Second Chances"

Labels: lyrics, october fall, patrick martin stump

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥