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dear daryll, two papers over. and i just screwed them wonderfully. i did the LAST-MINUTE-STUDYING again. regretting now. everything sucks now. feel like giving up at times. the next paper is BIO. sigh. the last paper will b abt maternal&infant and LAW. no confidence at all. i cant afford to fail any papers. once again, i wonder why i took this course. im a fiasco. sigh~ anw, i took some pictures. ![]() last Thurs, i went bck. met Kel outside the sch. btw, i saw Jacky on bus 261. walked with him to the sch. then, i meet Kel. well, really miss them. didnt get to meet KyouUn. seen my ex-flute. the same. anw, met the new juniors. they're so cute. one of them actually thought that im ChengHao's sister. haha. do we look alike? no, im frm Singapore and he's frm Taiwan. and its a BIG difference. at times, i feel regretful when i tried to be happy. its feels so wrong. im sorry if im cold. mayb i dont realised it. im trying to chg. i need a second chance. but, does it worth anything? will it make a difference? btw, i emailed Carrie on 987FM. she read my email. quite pleased. but, it happened again.. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |