dear daryll,


nothing much happened today. did some chores. nagged at my niece. cooked dinner. basically, that's all. well, theres a lot of leftovers. its sad. no one appreciates my cooking xcpt my mum. btw, its going to be her bday this Mon. dont knw what to get for her. currently, im broke and out of ideas. anw, a lot of things happened this week which i didnt get to type it here. tried talking to someone but he/she was too busy to even knw im talking. its sad. kept quiet andd talked when necessary. almost everything i do is stupid. or too slow or even retarded. sometimes, i feel like giving up. this few days, been hving the urge of doing smtg which i knw that it will cause so much pain and misery. no, not self-mutilation. btw, saying abt self-mutilation, ytd i accidentally cut the bulbs of right index finger and thumb. tried putting on the UNIplast which i 'kope' fm the hospital. it was uncomfortable. so, i took it off.

btw, i liked HELLOGOODBYE's here in your arms. its beats are so addictive. makes one to wants to listen it over and over again. well, at least i would. btw, i heard another great song on 987FM.



Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home (Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home (Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home


MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE - "famous last words"

Labels: lyrics, my chemical romance, rants

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥