dear daryll,


a lot of things happened this week. smtg terrible happened on mum's bday. we cant see her crying but deep inside she is crying and mourning. as you shld knw, its tml. it happened 5 years ago. really feel crying right now. it happened again today. dont knw if i can carry on pretending. its killing me. i got a small burn on my right forearm which doesnt hurt when i ignore it. maybe, today is a bad day. i fell early in the morning. no one was ard to help me. basically, that's it. until i notice the personal msg. its sad yet pathetic in the same time. thrs nothing i can do. cant help feeling useless and stupid. maybe, i'll never be forgiven. well, it shldnt be. i really do feel like crying but, my chest will hurt like the other time. you wonder why im cold. bcoz, i forced myself not to feel it. it'll bring eveyone misery and pain. you think that im happy but, im not. maybe i wont be happy, for real. btw, thrs a song that had been play for four times and these four times i was thinking abt...





I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find.
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away

Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.

Let's start over
Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

Lets start over
Its not over
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over



Chris Daughtry - "it's not over"

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥