dear daryll,


its been a while i ACTUALLY blog. well, here it goes. i woke up late as usual today. then, took a long shower. chged my blog pic again. now its much better. then, acc my mum to buy some things. recalled some of the past. well, helped mum carried the things. NOT A SINGLE FUCKED UP PERSON HELP ME AT ALL! damn pissed. anw, its a good thing that i accompany my mum. got hm and kept the things bought. my dearest uncle is cmg tonight. damn rush. he's just like a FATHER to me. but, he's totally different frm my dad. anw, i cooked fried rice. guess what? he went out with mum. maybe he's not stay here tonight. sigh~

thrs a lot of fried rice left. so, i asked if my bro's godbro want to try my fried rice. he said tt it needs chili. i knw, i knw. its kinda tasteless. well, i took silly pics with my plate of fried rice.



happy face


happy face fed by me


well, been hving 'THOSE THOUGHTS' again aft a few mths. i miss my dad. its been a while.. i almost forgot. just nw, my mum said "I LOVE YOU" in the bus and i asked "WHY?" without thinking. what a damn idiotic reply! im being the stupid self who cant really xpress myself. sigh~