dear daryll,


why do i always hurt the ones i love? they mean a lot to me, you know. i always try to be perfect for them. in the end, it hurt them the most. there is someone whom im missing right now. i hurt the person over and over again. just like i did to my own family. you know, for the last few days i have been trying to fake at im happy. had some occasional crying when i think about it. hurting them while i thought it would make them happy. sometimes, i feel like giving up. just hide in my room and avoid everything that hurts. that's what i have been doing for the past few days.

they say love shouldnt have too many SORRYS, bcoz love shouldnt HURT.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥