dear daryll,


i dont understand why i feel sad. maybe bcoz of smtg. separation. its like a repeated feeling. as if i felt this way before. well, its horrible. aft that i rmbed that i did smtg. but now.. im trying to stop it. it hurts, you know. i just couldnt understand why im bothered by it. right now, i feel slightly better aft crying.

IM OKAY for now

anyway, today i went to buy my SEM II books w WeiWen. then, went to meet Kel to go to KyouUn's hse. she wants us to teach her to play the flute. actually, she can really play. so there's isnt much of teaching xcept giving her tips to make a clearer sound on the high notes. most of time, kel and i were talking abt the different brands of flutes and our past in CBSS. bittersweet memories. how i wish that i can pause at the fun times w had and fastforward at the sad, depressing moments..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥