dear daryll,


i received an email.


From :
Sent : Thursday, September 21, 2006 8:08 PM
To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com


hey. i read ur history msn conversations. she was begging u lyke an idiot while u kept forcing her to let go. reluctantly, she had to give in to u knowing dat it wud be one-sided. r u happi now? u are positive dat ur decision is rite. all dat is in ur mind was to get it done n over with. u noe.. those harsh words which you typed from beginning till the end of the conversation, anyone in her place wud be hurt too. wats more. 5 yrs of ___________. like u, she's a normal human being who make mistakes too. no one is perfect. n no, she isn't great or anything, she was only doing wat she did to salvage the frenship. but sadly, u don cherish it. haf u forgotten how much she had helped you? haf u forgotten how her father treats you like his own daughter? how her mum puts you up at home? and how her nenek makes you feel at home when you came to her house?

even if u hate XX to the core, u shud have at least remembered her family's kindness. just bcoz u got close to ur other band frenz, doesnt mean you shud kick the old ones. old ones are as good as new. their quality is much better coz they noe u better. u only used her wen u needed help. rinna... friends isn't juz finding those who share the common interest as u. frens which share different interests cud also share a special bond where they cud learn from each other. not only u had hurt XX's feelings, you also taught her dat "promises can be broken". u've broke her trust. what did u say? focussing on future careers and can't gurantee they will be there to help you? wat about u? can u survive without friends in this world? even if things go wrong, u still haf ur other siblings to share probs. but wat about XX? she'll be feeling a sense of loneliness after losing her loved ones. n u're not the first.

u noe wads the most hurtful ting? u don even care even if she dies. u said Allah u noe... wad u did is veri wrong. i believe u're still human. u haf feelings. try to think how deep you had hurt her. guess wat? she got a fever for the past two days. she must have kept thinking over the harsh words u said. her family had an argument on that very nite. see wat haf u done. r u realli happi now? is tis the happiness u realli wanted? let me tell u. she is very very hurt by you. no doubt. talking about Allah, ramadan is cuming and it's also ur duty to forgive and forget. tis email.. is not for u to change ur mind or watever. but just think how much hurt u had done to her.

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*this is not the actual email. it is edited due to some personal reasons

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