dear daryll,


tired. ytd, i cried. my younger sis tot that i was acting. i was REALLLY hurting. so broken up. wished that i never met you. haiz.. this sucks. i was totally blamed.

tdy, i received this:
#1) can you hear me cry?
#2) i really cant take it anymore..
#3) i still care about you..
#4) dun avoid and run away from the prob.. it will only continue to hurt both of us..
#5) rinna.. please dun drag it anymore..
#6) why do you keep wanting me to die with you?
#7) Death won't solve the problem. there are still others who loves you. if you die, it will only bring more sadness to them.

actually, i received more hurtful SMSes. yeah. very hurtful. felt tt im the only one at fault. it hurts real bad. haiz.. i hurt my younger sis' feelings. yeah. i broke others' hearts just like that. so useless.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥