dear daryll,


finally, i can blog again. actually, tdy shld be a better day, i just screwed the day. dammit. i had a long ay in sch. tired. to be honest, im still hurt by what she tot i said. i tired to tell her what is in my mind. it failed. she doesnt seems to react abt it. haiz.. very tired. sick of every stupid thing. im a loser. a stupid one. i can do nothing right. all i can do best is to hurt those i love. everyday, i wished tt killing is legal. i wanna kill them. end their misery. then, i'll willingly end my life. that's how i really feel right now. i couldnt make you happy. im sucha useless idiot. nothing can help me feel oh-so-greatly-better. i tried listening to music. its useless. i will never forget the cuts tt i made you did to yourself. i will never forget it.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥