dear daryll,


tired. sleepy. walked in the rain tdy. very cold. came to classes late tdy. hmm.. i went to meet my beloved juniors. but, i didnt get to meet shizheng and chenghao. haiz. hmm.. very suay. went out of the sch and it rained. i was shivering in cold during the lecture. very tired tdy. aft sch, i went to buy milk for my eldest sis. hmm.. ytd, i chatted w herr. she thinks tt im cold twds her. haiz. felt like banging my head till it crack open. haiz. hate stupid fights. everyday, i wished tt she wld just stop thinking of me and find someone better than me. haiz. hmm.. i got the letter to apply FOR sponsorship. kinda happy. haha. can haolian later. hmm.. dont knw if i can cope anot. very stressful when they kept saying tt a lot of the past students failed bioscience. actually, its what i always wanted. yeah. tired. very sleepy. tml, i hv to go to sch b4 0900HRS. got library orientation. hmm.. better go to bed now. brain not working now. feeling very sick. haiz......

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥