dear daryll,


hmm.. today, i woke up early to meet up w my frds in NYP. need to buy the books. it was cheaper than in secondary sch. that's good, though. more $$ on other things. loll. aft buying the books, i SMS herr. told her abt my contact no. well, she's not the first to know it. haiz. btw, my eldest sis reminded me of the hamster which died the other day. i cldnt sleep that day. hmm.. oh YA. i slpt late ytd. ard 0200H. tired. back to herr, this day is when i left herr aft the SYF competition. well, i NEVER wanted her to wait for me. that's why i was reluctant to go home with herr. i rmb tt i went to meet him. i gave him and Nat each a teddy. wonder if they still keep it or just throw it away. whatever they do to it.. i dont think its important to me anymore. btw, was a lil hurt and angry when i read this:


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Session Start: Friday, April 14, 2006
Participants: RZ & XX


XX: why not try living in my house?
XX: i have family probs plus feud
XX: financial porbs and medical bills to settle
XX: my grandparents keep fighting
XX: my mum keep screaming and my father is hardly home
XX: while im the only child who doesnt have anyone to talk and share my probs with
XX: it wld be WORSE living in my house
RZ: wow..
RZ: whoa..
XX: comparing your sis and me..
XX: im worse


guess she never got my msg. nevermind.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥