dear daryll,


hmm.. well, ytd was okay. felt frustrated in the afternoon coz on the enrolmt thingy. very annoying though. haiz. its over anyway. i didnt eat my dinner ytd. its CHICKEN. ahh. reminds me of herr. its sad. she doesnt seems to care abt what i type on the blog. maybe.. she did. i dont knw. hmm.. i nv went for band today. worried if someone inform herr. then, it'll be much worse. haiz. how? how? my bday presents if Justin and KyouUn. im kinda excited. haha. oh ya. that THAI guy, PING nv send me the THAI songs. stupid. im always set as BUSY so he dont want to disturb me. i think.. loll. well, im quite excited to start sch. a handful of my schmates went to the same course. hope i can DO IT. loll. hope so. pls.. pls.. haiz. cant wait. NYP here i come !! i dont care what ppl say abt the sch or the course. its my life. speaking abt life, it reminds me of my younger sis. haiz. honestly, her words kinda hurtful. its sad though. my real sis doesnt wants me to care so mch abt her but a godsis wants me to. and she's asking for TOO MUCH. haiz. to me, its too much. i cld really relate my life with a song "NUMB -- LinkinPark" hmm... btw, im currently searching for the "WHERE'D YOU GO? -- FortMinor" this song rawks !!

what i learnt? nth mch.. i think. i must confidence in myself and believe that i can do it. loll.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥