asyikin.

im sorry for everything. yes, everything. im really sorry. sorry for those times when i was kinda cold towrds you. im sorry. im so useless. there's nth i can do to make you feel better or relieve your pain. i did nth right. im sorry for everything. thanks for everything. you've been a great sis to me. no matter what happened, im sorry and thank you. i hurt you for abt three years. thank you for not letting me go. maybe its wrong tt we're together.. but it feels right to me. you knw, i NEVER tell anyone about my real feelings. not even my mum. so, you dont hv to feel so hopeless. its typical of me. im sorry once again. i made you cried and cut yourself. everything. all those memories. those cold words. those dreams of me hurting you again. and the tears you shed every single night. im sorry. blame me. everything. its my fault. i was wrong to enter your life and simply mess it up. forgive me. i dont mind you cant forgive me at all.. no, you dont hv to promise yourself to never hating or to forgive me everytime. you hv the right to hate me and hurt me in any way. i dont mind. aft what i did to you for this years, i truly deserve it.




rinna

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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥