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20060227
02:48
Dammit -- BLINK 182 Verse 1 It's alright To tell me What you think About me I won't try To argue Or hold it Against you I know that You're leaving You must have Your reasons The season Is calling And your pictures Are falling down Verse 2 The steps that I retrace A sad look On your face The timing And structure Did you hear He fucked her? A day late A buck short I'm writing The report I'm losing And failing When I move I'm flailing now Chorus And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands Sees through the master plan But everybody's gone And I've been here for too long To face this on my own Well I guess this is growing up Well I guess this is growing up Verse 3 And maybe I'll see you At a movie Sneak preview You'll show up And walk by On the arm Of that guy And I'll smile And you'll wave We'll pretend It's okay The charade It won't last When he's gone I won't come back Chorus And it's happened once again you'll turn to a friend Someone that understands And sees through the master plan But everybody's gone And you've been here for too long To face this on your own Well I guess this is growing up Well, I guess this is growing up [4x] Well, I guess this is growing up he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060224
05:17
WAHH !! just now at about 1am, my eldest sis and bro and me watched the MEMOIRS of a GEISHA. it RAWKS mann !! i loved it. i learnt a lot about GEISHAS. anyway, its quite a LONG story. anyway, its nice watching a movie at HOME where you can sit anywhere you like and MAYBE paused it when you want to go to the toilet. LOL ! so LAME. WHATEVER. it rawks anyway. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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04:51
ytd which was 23rd FEB, i had the time of my life. well, its NOT my bday. really wished tt it was my bday. i went for BAND ytd. but, went to meet Saraphina at the AMK MRT station at 1330hrs. so waited for her. it wasnt too long tt she came. she hand over my autograph. MANN. its been years and i cant rmb it. once i saw it. BANG! i rmb tt i did hv tt book w pic of teddies. so CUTE. haha. aft that, went to sch. before tt, bought YEO'S ice lemon tea. its been a long time i drank it. so happy tt i got $$ to buy and drink it. LOL. walked to sch and then met Denise ! AHHH ! we chatted and chatted. we didnt even care abt the rain leh. so FUN. we bitched a bit too lah. HAHA. then, saw Iris !! AHHH ! miss her so DAMN BLOODY much leh. i hugged her so tight. but, her MUM was there to pick her up so i didnt get to chat w her. then, waited for Kel outside the sch w Denise. then, Denise said tt we shld wait for him under his blk coz it was raining. okay lorh. waited and waited, he DAMN SLOW leh. then, Denise left for hm and we walked to sch. Kel met sm of his friends and talk-talk lorh. i stand there like ONE STUPID IDIOT. wahliao. then, went to BAND rm. JiaPei told me tt he nv bring the water container. DIE lorh. my MUM for sure screw me one lorh. so, im not gonna her so soon yet. went in the BAND rm. wished Daniel happy BDAY and MrONG too. i think i shook his hands. WAHH ! the BEST day ever ! anyway, nv liked him so much anyway. BAND practice was as per normal. my playing SUCKS as ever. of coz. BLAH-BLAH !! skip to AFTER BAND. MrLeng got angry suddenly. heard tt MrADAMchan wants the BAND to go for drills like the NPCC and NCC. WTH ! very what lorh. i knw i v KPO. HEY ! i was a member and i will always be a member. HAHA. whatever lah. there's NOTHING i can do lorh. so, i went to CBmkt to buy ChickenRice for Finoa which i promised last year. DAMN LONG wor.. and i still rmb. then, bought butter bread for KyouUn which she wanted. i SURE learnt a lot abt them. hmm.. then, got back. MANN. my niece which is older than me lost her friends HP. so suay. still cant find. i feel sorry for her. help her and let her sleep on my bed. that's why im still awake now. i dont mind actually. she can sleep w me der. she just hv to tell me lorh. hope tt she can find the HP. well, even though ytd wasnt a FINE day for her but it is for me. LOL. 23rd FEB rawks !! he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060222
23:47
woken up by eldest sis. she asked what i want to eat. i said "anything lah.." GUESS WHAT SHE SAID. "Eat SHIT want?" i was totally pissed. nvm.. took it as a cruel joke. WHATEVER. then, she went to the kitchen and screamed. the hamsters got out and running ard. found one but dont knw where's the other one. well, i went bck to sleep. dreamt abt my DAD. finally, THANK GOD. in the dream, i rmbed tt i HUGGED him so tight. my MUM was there too. tot of telling her tt DAD is in front of me. but, i didnt say anything coz i hv a feeling tt she knew it. then, i quickly rushed to the toilet in the dream. in the toilet, there's a doll. tt creepy doll suddenly vomitted blood and turned to look at me. i was so SHOCKED! i called my eldest sis and told her abt the doll. but, she said tt the 'blood' was only red paint.. then, i woke up frm the dream. like tt lorh. then, my eldest sis told me tt MUM called me. so, i tot of the dream for a while. then, went to my MUM's rm. she wants my help. help her lorh. kept thinking of smtg. think and think. listened to the radio. and this song was played... "i'm Sorry - daphne khoo" so sad. btw, went out w my eldest sis. help her out. carry the DAMN heavy things. i met the NENEK who works at CBSS. wahh. so GOOD worr. ate sushi under the block. SO FUN leh. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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03:28
read this on last mth READER DIGEST GIVE THANKS, GET HEALTHY: Science shows that a little gratitude can go a long way Being thankful can be good for your health. Research has shown that people who write lists of things they're grateful for spend more time exercising and sleep better than those who don't. "Gratitude is like putting on a new pair of glasses,"says Charles Shelton, a Jesuit priest and psychologist at Regis University. "We see things in different ways," Like exercise, gratitude has to become a habit to worl. And like exercise, it gets easier. Try it: Keep a journal, pray or meditate. Write what you're grateful for on index cards and toss them in a blessing jar to read over when you're blue. Or put the jar on the dinner table to spread your gratitude and good health. Labels: article he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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02:56
well, still online and bored. so i think of the THAI trip. 271105 i was busy getting ready to go to sch. Asyikin called and said tt she wanted to meet me. well, its not like im going to stay there forever. nvm. she's a bit disturbed w the trip. haiz. whatever it is.. i still hv to go coz i had paid for it. on the very day, she met my younger sis to pass smtg to me. its a blue box. actually, the box reminded of the very box which i gave timmii. haiz.. hmm. in the box was too adorable teddies. so CUTE ! was SUPER happy and thought tt i cld bring it a long to THAILAND but someone told me tt LaoLeng will spotcheck our bags.. so, i left it in the bAnd rm cupboard. hmm.. then, off to THAILAND. reached there safely. THANK GOD. some ppl very suay ahh. they lost their bags. realised tt it was all the guys in my section including LaoLeng. HAHA. so suay. 281105 woke up very early. took a warm shower and then pray. Thank goodness tt shizheng and kyouun dont mind.. btw, our rm was 1511. kel's rm was just beside ours. what made it so FREAKING cool was tt there's a door which links our rms. so FUN. went to breakfast. realised tt we're the FIRST. LOL ! COOL. aft tt, we went to Kasetsart University. they SUPER good leh. oh YA ! i had VERY bad headache there.. maybe coz i carried a heavy bag to and fro. what do you xpect? the bag got FOOD leh. yeahh.. 291105 woke up. wash up. eat breakfast. off to DREAMWORLD. WOOHOO ! really had a lot of fun there. a lot of rides. rollercoasters and everything. so COOL ! went to the SNOWTOWN. mann.. it was FREEZING. Ami almost went to the wrong place to GET OUT of the cold place. HAHA. ate tuna sandwich which i made in the morn in the hotel. of coz i shared w Ami and Hasinah. next, we went to the WTC. nth much there really. then, realised Ami's eyes swollen. so, MrsNG acc me to see the doctor. then, the rest of the bAnd members walked to MahBoonKrong shopping centre. very far leh. the members REALLY shop-shop till they BROKE. LOL. 301105 woke up. wash up. eat breakfast. off to the GRAND PALACE. okay lah. a lot of things we learnt lorhs. then, off to the WatSuthi. the bAnd very GOOD leh. played sm games. then, we xchg gifts and contacts. it was COOL. kinda. we had sm cake given by them. before we left, i passed two tall guys. one of them had a spiky hair and he's movement REALLY reminds me of someone. haiz. aft tt, we went to a GRAND HOTEL for dinner. Ami ate a lot. its not tt i dont want him to eat a lot.. its tt im afraid if he vomits or hv a tummy upset. Thank goodness it didnt happened. well, i didnt eat a lot anyway. the view was super beautiful. i really loved it. i cld see the whole of THAILAND frm the top of the building. 011205 saddest part of the trip. time to go bck to SINGAPORE ler.. anyway, i miss my family here. wonder if they missed me too. at the airport, weiwen and ahda was waiting for us. how nice of them. they even helped. my bro also came w his godbro. he took my bag hm. but, i cant go hm w him coz i hv to help the bAnd. it was really tiring.. but it was GREAT. aft the trip i quickly online hoping to blog everything. but, i was too tired and worried if Asyikin wld mind.. nvm. i typed it here anyway. Labels: summary he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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02:04
ytd, woke up. nth much. it was kinda a boring day. hmm.. oh YA ! i washed all my soft toys. yeah. it smells GOOD now. my PATCHIES is also clean too. yeahh. can hug-hug him lorh. HAHA. i didnt do much today. hmm. right now, im listening to DON AND DREW on the radio. i love them DAMN BLOODY much. HAHA. they very funny leh. i LOVE "dear daryl" so DAMN VERY MUCH leh ! he's voice very.... *faints* if only can really see him.. wahh-- JAMMING WITH PATRICK really rawks leh.. he talks abt encyclopedias. SO COOL. HAHA. Labels: don and drew, rants he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060221
00:56
woke up and was made to iron my bro clothes. was LAZY to iron it ytd. then.. when back to bed. sleep again. then, woken up again to iron my eldest sis clothes. SIAN. so tired leh. haiz. WHATEVER. then, i forgot what i did.. LOL. its been FREAKING BORING this few mths. well, NO SCH and nothing mch to do at hm except hsewrk. SIAN again. oh YA ! rmbed tt i did wash some dirty and smelly clothes. wanna use the com.. then, my sis lah. online for a while. anyway, there's nth mch to do. SIAN. well, watched DIA just now. so online late lorh. SIAN ahh. NO ONE to talk to. nvm. listening to SIMPLE PLAN. ytd, i listened to Everytime by SIMPLE PLAN. hmm.. its REALLY what i wanna HEAR right now for a LOT OF TIMES. lol. LAME. WHATEVER. Labels: rants he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060219
23:42
EVERYTIME -- SimplePlan It was 3am When you woke me up Then we jumped in the car And drove as far as could go Just to get away We talked about our lives Until the sun came up Now I'm thinking about How I wish I could go back Just for one more day One more day with you Everytime I see your face Everytime you look my way It's like it all falls into place Everytrhing feels right But ever since you walked away You left my life in disarray All I want is one more day It's all I need One more day with you When the car broke down We just kept walking along 'Til we hit this town There was nothing there at all But that was all ok We spent all our money on stupid things But if I look back now I'd probably give it all away Just for one more day One more day with you Everytime I see your face Everytime you look my way It's like it all falls into place Everything feels right Ever since you walked away Left my life in disaray All I want is one more day All I need is one more day with you Now I'm sitting here Like we used to do I think about my life And how there's nothing I won't do Just for one more day... One more day with you Everytime I see your face Everytime you look my way It's like it all falls into place Everything feels right Everytime I hear your name Everytime I feel the same It's like it all falls into place Everything feels right You walked away Just one more day It's all I need Just one more day with you Labels: lyrics, simple plan he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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13:48
slept DAMN late ytd. slept at abt 4+am, i think. dont knw WHAT THE HELL i was still doing. oh YA ! rmbed. edited sm pics and added them in my friendster acct. all my stupid pics and my dearest PATCHIES pic. he's so CUTE. no doubt. HE'S MINE ! HAHA. my bro went in the room and looked at the mirror. he asked, "AM I FAT?" i was like "........" then, he continued "IM FAT LIKE RINNA" dammit. FAT is a sensitive word which i CANT SIMPLY heard it basically frm ANYONE.. let me repeat again A-N-Y-O-N-E. nvm. its a joke anyway. so, i replied "ARE YOU PICKING A FIGHT?" lol. THE END. its kinda LAME. Labels: fat he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060217
00:20
PHOTO -- RyanCabrera A photo can say a thousand things But it can't say the million things I wanna say A photo can capture the way we were But it can't capture the way we are 'Cause you're far away What it's like to know you What it's like to touch you When you told me that you loved me were those just words You can't tell me you don't need me and I know that hurts 'Cause I'm looking at your picture 'Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day You and me will have one more shot Timing lost minutes and moments And I might be lonely girl But I'm not afraid In a second It all comes right back to me Nothing's forgotten now Yeah everything's saved What it's like to touch you What it's like to know you When you told me that you loved me were those just words You can't tell me you don't need me and I know that hurts 'Cause I'm looking at your picture 'Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day You and me will have one more shot You were my life you were my faith You gave me hope every day When you told me that you loved me were those just words You can't tell me you don't need me and I know that hurts 'Cause I'm looking at your picture 'Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day You and me will have one more shot Labels: lyrics, ryan cabrera he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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00:18
asyikin. im sorry for everything. yes, everything. im really sorry. sorry for those times when i was kinda cold towrds you. im sorry. im so useless. there's nth i can do to make you feel better or relieve your pain. i did nth right. im sorry for everything. thanks for everything. you've been a great sis to me. no matter what happened, im sorry and thank you. i hurt you for abt three years. thank you for not letting me go. maybe its wrong tt we're together.. but it feels right to me. you knw, i NEVER tell anyone about my real feelings. not even my mum. so, you dont hv to feel so hopeless. its typical of me. im sorry once again. i made you cried and cut yourself. everything. all those memories. those cold words. those dreams of me hurting you again. and the tears you shed every single night. im sorry. blame me. everything. its my fault. i was wrong to enter your life and simply mess it up. forgive me. i dont mind you cant forgive me at all.. no, you dont hv to promise yourself to never hating or to forgive me everytime. you hv the right to hate me and hurt me in any way. i dont mind. aft what i did to you for this years, i truly deserve it. rinna Labels: im sorry you had to read this he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060216
10:29
LOL. ytd which is 15thFEB, i went to catch a movie w Asyikin. I NOT STUPID TOO. before tt, it was a SIAN-SIAN morning. woke up. acc my 2ND sis to send her daughter. then, ate ice-cream for breakfast. okiae. then, went to my sis hse. blah-blah. i went out of her hse 1PM sharp to meet Asyikin. walked to J8. so FREAKING tired. it was extremely far leh. walked and walked like im NOT LOST at all. reached the BISHAN park, saw some tortoises. so CUTE leh. then, reached J8. THANK GOD ! so waited for Asyikin. i tot i was late. then, watched the movie lorhs. laughed and alomst cried. rated this local movie ( ***** ) actually, i wanted to watch BE WITH ME. haiz. nvm lorh. anyway, its COOL man.. LOL ! Labels: movie he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060207
18:53
I Still... -- backstreet boys Who are you now Are you still the same or did you change somehow What do you do At this very moment when I think of you And when I'm looking back How we were young and stupid Do you remember that No matter how I fight it, can’t deny it Just can’t let you go I still need you I still care about you Though everything’s been said and done I still feel you Like I'm right beside you But still no word from you Now look at me Instead of moving on I refuse to see That I keep coming back Yeah, I’m stuck in a moment That wasn’t meant to last I’ve tried to fight it, can’t deny it You don’t even know That I still need you I still care about you Though everything’s been said and done I still feel you Like I'm right beside you But still no word from you No no I wish I could find you Just like you found me And I would never let you go (Need you) (Care about you) Though everything’s been said and done (Yeah) I still feel (I still feel you) you Like I'm right (Like I right here beside you) beside you But still no (Still no word) word from you Labels: backstreet boys, lyrics he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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18:52
Unbelievable -- craig david Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means. [Chorus] It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means. [Chorus] It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I cant help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry. [Chorus] It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. Now I see, what love means Labels: craig david, lyrics he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060204
23:48
well, rmbed of the NP open hse on 3TH feb 2006. it was OKAY. hmm. went there w Asyikin and her other pri sch friends, Siti and Hazimah. i was LATE as usual. i hv to help OUT at hm. cant just LEAVE like that. well, went there by bus 74. a long ride. reached there. nth mch though. quite boring at first. walked ard. met Jasper. he's in the NP band. chatted a bit and went off. watched the "SILAT" performance. it was GREAT. i loved when the girls do the "SILAT" they're just so FREAKING COOL! then, abroad a minibus and off to the infotec sch. okay. its kinda COOL though. learnt a lot. we were hoping for FREE APPLE PIES but it was finished when we got there. what tough LUCK. then, a 'dancing fountian' caught my eyes. SUPER cool. then, got dragged in an air-con rm by a guy. the way he speak as if he was a FOREIGNER. he also played all MY FAVE SONGS! i loved it. then, abroad the minibus again and off to the sch of health sciences & life sciences. we met HARRY POTTER! well, not the real one. LOL. oh YA! b4 we leave infotechic place, heard a LIVE ROCK BAND. well, basiclly the SINGER kept screaming and not a single word cld b heard/understood. LOL. bck to the HARRY POTTER. SUPER alike. had MORE FUN there. learnt a lot of STUFFS. Asyikin also caught a crayfish for Siti and named it "ZARA" then, ate waffles w HONEY. yummy! i had a small piece. next, we went to the NURSING part. wahh! REALLY did inspired me to go for the course. YES! walked ard and went hm. realised tt NP was just next to SIM. LOL. reached AMK, went to buy things which mum told me to buy and ran aft a lady who forgot her things. LUCKILY, she hasnt gone far. got hm late coz the first bus was CROWDED. was super TIRED. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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23:32
woke up today. realised tt i forgot to switch off the com. LOL. what a waste of electicity. hmm. then, went bck to slp. woke up again. cook smtg to eat. DAMN hungry. fried sm curry puffs, also fried my own thumb. careless again. burnt my hands twice and now the fried thumb. wonder if its a BAD OMEN. haiz. LETS HOPE NOT. the day went on as per normal. watched TV and slacked. discussed abt the poly thingy w Asyikin. well, im positive tt im going to take up NURSING course. so, i'll b NYP or NP. NYP is a BETTER education center for the course than NP. anyway, NP is FREAKING far. LOL. well, tml is my mum's bday. 5TH feb. then, my niece's bday which is on 9TH feb and nephew's bday on 17TH feb. btw, its Billie Joe Armstrong frm GREEN DAY bday too! anyway, on 8TH feb is my dad's 4th yr aft his DEATH. haiz. said basically everything. LOL. oh YA! tml there'll b a feast for the bday peeps. plus the 0lvl results gonna be OUT soon! heard it'll be on 10TH feb. well, im not really sure. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20060201
00:26
its been abt a year. i think.. "i dont know you anymore - savage garden". the song which i used to listen continuously. well, i read the PAST entries i type in the sisters blog. i realised that i was SUPER lame and childish. HAHA. those naive and ignorant times. made a lot of stupid and kinda silly mistakes. well, i learnt alot frm it. the PAST is kinda funny too. HAHAHA. sweet memories. i miss those GREAT times. hmm.. okay. i realised tt i dont always blog the things happened in my life. its kinda lame anyway. i dont wish anyone to laugh tt me. duhh. HAHA. all right.. i wasnt tt hm last night. i got dragged to my 2ND sis hse. LOL. the overnight there was all right. nothing much really. im tired. well, my mum is not bck yet. hmm.. wonder if she's coming bck hm tonight. i didnt get to read all the entries in this blog. its FREAKING a lot !! HAHA. well, i'll try to read all. if i hv the time and energy to stare at the COM for hrs.. HAHA. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |