cant sleep. but, im SUPER tired now. im aching all over. maybe im afraid to sleep. coz of Sat night thing... i think. it hurts real bad. but, im fine now. i hope tt asyikin will b fine too. im really lost now. feel like crying. but, i cant.. my heart beats damn bloody fast right now. im truly shocked. i am. im really tired. i hope tt it will be a better week. please.. honestly, i really do miss herr. haiz. she sent me a song... "i cry -- westlife" thanks sis. i loewe you lots. guess i gonna slp now.. really tired.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥