☮ 20051215 22:00


hmm.. today i went insane. laughs and laughed. haha. crazy. crack some silly crappy jokes w my younger sis. CRAP/ while she had gone for her aunt's hse.. haiz. no one to acc me online. no more songs. anyways, i cant listen to it for too long.. later, it'll restart again. i mean e com arhs. hmm. what did i do today? help mum cook. rendang itik. nice yarh. haha. then, cook veges.. hmm. sian arhs. i feel like going for band. i wanna try some new tricks on e flute. hmm.. i loved e "you and i both - jason mraz" so sad yet happy. haiz. hmm.. i forgot what to type here.. arh.. forget it. i did a lot of stupid and moronic things. hmm.. i think im gonna like this post-0levels life. well, feeling a bit depressed b4 e Thai trip. i know she would b VERY upset. she is. you know...? she gave me two teddies. one w a torn on its neck. i called it BLUEY and e other is WHITEY. lames. haha. thanks, sis. loewes you. hmm.. Thank GOD for allowing to meet such a nice yet CHILDISH sister. hmm. Thank GOD tt she is recovering. Thank GOD. i hope i wont SCREW UP anymore. i dont wish to hurt her again. pls... i dont want to hurt her again.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥