hEy you.
finally got some time to blog.
haiz.
lots happened.
saw him.
but i ran away.
1. i dont want to fall deeper for him
2. i dont want him to see me
3. i cant love anyone coz of lots of reasons
4. i was trying to catch up w her

e day, he camed.
she was pissed of by me and sheila.
haiz.
today, i went to e hall to study.
played piano
then, realised tt she cried.
she was covering her face w a bk.
i grabbed her hard.
im really sorry.
i dunno what happened.
is it me?
if it is, pls tell me.
she ran out of e hall.
i tried to run aft her.
i rmbed e rinoa scene.
finding for squall.
haiz.
i strai away wnt hm.
if i stay, all e harsh will automatically hurt her again.
i dun want to hurt her.
its our last year together.
haiz. why do you hv to cry?
what did i do wrong?
im sorry if i did realise my mistake..
haiz. i feel like cutting myself again.
i wanna cry.....

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥