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20050826
23:58
hEy you.. hmm. today, i went to the band rm. so fun.. hmm.. i wanted to go hm with asyikin. but, shes gone. hmm.. just now, she send a SMS to the DJ! so sweet. ahh.. my right eye hurt. sobsob// so painful. btw, thanks sis! he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050820
14:33
Real emotion What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you... What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? Never felt that I would Wind up by myself You got all my wild Imagination But now here I am Finding myself so lost And there is a way For me to turn back Oh, I think I see They're different from What I had imagined they would be Everything looked different Now I'm getting dizzy spells It's real emotion Shaking up the world I'll never give it up I don't ever wanna lose this far No more than I can do but I am Just too wrong And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you... What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? Never gotta look back I'm already here 'cause you gave me faith I'm on my own now If anything happens unexpectedly I know you are there To come and save me What do I do now? What can I do now For the truth that you have Made me see? All that I can do now Is believe in what I feel It's real emotion Shaking up the world I'll be forever blessed For you to stand by me There, before So many things you taught me That's why I am here You gave me strength And now I know that I am not alone What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you... It's real emotion Shaking up the world You're always here with me So deep in my heart And I am there beside you when You need me It's a valid draw Just close your eyes and you'll See me there 'cause You are not alone It's real emotion Shaking up the world I'll never give it up I don't ever wanna lose this far No more than I can do but I am Just too wrong And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you... What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you... I can hear you... he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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14:31
Suteki da ne - isnt it beautiful? (My) heart is swimming in words formed by the wind. (My) voice carried by a cloudy tomorrow. A mirror moved by the moon, trembled my heart. Soft tears filled with a stream of stars. Isn't it beautiful? Two of us walking hand in hand. I want to go to your town, your home, your arms. I dream of lying against your chest. My body in your clasp, disappearing into the evening. Words stopped by the wind are a gentle illusion. A cloud-turned tommorrow is a far-away voice. My heart has been in a moon-blocked flowing mirror. Stars that swayed and flowed can't hide my tears. Isn't it beautiful? Two of us walking hand in hand. I want to go to your town, your home, your arms. I dream of your face that softly melts in the morning. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050818
00:28
hmm.. today, theres nothing much bah.. well, came quite early. yeapp. after sch, there a meeting on the Thai trip.. good thing i hv enuff $$.. but KyouUn hv to pay.. dunno if she can go.. if dun go.. i wun go.. haha. amanda cant go. i called abigial amanda. haa. silly me. umm.. i searching for asyikin.. but she was nowhere.. haiz. silly kel cut himself. what a stupid thing to do.. well, i did it too.. im stupid too. haiz. i still wonder why asyikin hates everything i seem to like and love.. haiz.. whyy....? he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050816
19:34
hmm.. last Sat, went to sch. NO emaths lerh! what the hell? haha. neBbermind arh.. MrsNg sick arhh.. hmm.. after tt, went play bball w KyouUn. so fun! haha. i can shoot in the goal! yeahh.. btw, yesterday orhh.. on my way to sch.. i sat on the bus 268. i think arh.. and i saw this person who looked like.. HIM. haiz. so happy.. eventhough, he wasnt really him. hmm.. well, i screwed my oral.. haiz.. last fri. yea.. then got the MT results. a big fat B4. haiz. have to take the MT paper again. haiz. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050810
22:36
If You're Not the One, Daniel Bedingfield If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right And though I can’t be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I could stay in your arms he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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21:36
feeling sad and hurt. my chest hurt again. damn it. no one knows my pain. sometimes, i hvthe urge to cut myself again. haiz. dunno arhh.. im really tired. yesterday play bball w KU. funn larh.. hmm.. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |