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From : Nur Asyikin Rashid Sent : Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:45:37 PM To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com *ikin's update 110705 i went to TTSH this morning for a minor operation. um. im kinda upset dat my mum couldnt accompany me there. i had to go to A&E under the emergency case. i had a big lump growing under my armpit that needs to be cut. well. i cried a little because i was scared. the doc said i cannot be put under anasthaetic because i was allergic to a type of antibiotic. before that, i had two blood tests. then, the doc brought me to the operation theatre. haiz. it was very painful esp the part when the nurse injected twice at my armpit. i had to hold the nurse's hand. hmm. it took around 1 hour. i saw blood on my left part of the body and it kinda freaks me off. um. he gave me a one week MC to rest. haiz. gonna miss many lessons. 120705 i just came back from my oral. im feeling very disappointed now. firstly, i dun think i did well for my oral because i was having a fever and my armpit still hurts a little. second, rinna didnt even talk to me. and she just left with sheila after the oral. gone. gone. gone. i was feeling... like im invisible. haiz. tried to catch up with her until my wound opened up and bleed. very painful. tmr i have to go for wound dressing in the morn. haiz. _______________________________________________________________________________ From : Nur Asyikin Rashid Sent : Wednesday, July 13, 2005 4:02:22 PM To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com 130705 i went for wound dressing this morning. doc said i can go to sch but i must take care of my armpit. i know. then, i went to sch during recess time. haha. i was very "early". hmm. i came esp for d&t lessons. i dunno. mixed emotions were running in me. actually, i dun really feel like coming to sch because i dun wanna see sheila and cikgu siti's face.. i find it rather irritating. cikgu phoned me twice yesterday because of malay oral. as for sheila, im kinda fed up with her. she may not be bothering me but it's like she is toying with my feelings indirectly from the way she behaves in sch and her sms. i dunno larr.. yea... yesterday, rinna didnt wait for me bcoz she was with her. sheila told rinna i called her. haiz.what she wans?! rinna said she dun care. just continue to be with her. what can i do? haiz. haiz. haiz. aaah! *armpit still hurts* must bear with the pain. _______________________________________________________________________________ From : Nur Asyikin Rashid Sent : Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:45:55 PM To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com 140705 rinna didnt come to sch. no wonder i feeling like phoning her yesterday night but she was alseep. i wanted to ask her whether i should come to sch today. haha. hmm. anyway i wasnt supposed to come but i cant miss too many lessons. but felt a little regret because i guess i havent recover fully. it was a little painful. haiz. so i didnt go for the chem remedial. played charade during malay class for one period. bad news!! cikgu said she wanna start back her normal malay lessons starting from next week. omg. cant she have a little confidence in our 'o' level results? but i think. i cant get an A. haiz. i dunno lar. im very worried. tmr is malay listening comprehension. must dig my ears so can hear properly! um. this whole week, i guess everyone will be making fun of my armpit. haha. nothing better to do. oh yahh. sheila phoned me yesterday. said that she still like me. felt nervous whenever im around her. omg. aiyah. dun care larr. im mechAsyikin. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |