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From : Nur Asyikin Rashid Sent : Sunday, July 17, 2005 5:28:26 PM To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com 190705 rinna didn't come again. getting worried. friends keep asking me why she never come but i was like an idiot replying the same answer which is "i dunno". suddenly, archy said "asyikin, you better make sure rinna doesnt cut herself again". i had a guilty conscience. to zubaidah and sheila.. please stop bothering me anymore.. no matter how hard u try to talk sense into me, i cant.. i know im stupid. please dun make me more confused. i bear no hatred against her even though im hurt a lot of times did you know why i overdose myself? almost everynight, i had the same dream about rinna. the same words used in the phone conversation. and she jus left with them. the pain just wont go away he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |