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20050629
23:04
Dear Rinna, hey rinna... this is timmi... AKA timothy kwa... i donno if u still got feelings for me but... here goes wat i hav to say thou i donno how to tell u... i got a feeling u still got feelings for me.... pls do not waste ur time on me k? im sure u will find a better person then me.... pls do not cry... its not worth.... i know tat u will cry... but its really not worth over a jerk like me ok? jus stay happi.... do not be sad.... pls jus forget u know me ok? treat it as we donno each other.... lets jus be frens.... jus frens... k? u jus need more care... don worry... if u got troubles pls look for me... im still ur fren..... im onli caring for u as wat a fren shd do ok? cuz i think u got the wrong idea.... rest well... focus on ur work ok? pls score the O lvls well for me ok? im alwasy here for u... jus like ur other frens rite? pls stay happi.... im sorry i hav to do this to u.... but i hav to... my parents really don allow me to hav a relationship... but lets jsu be frens ok? pls do not be sad... jus stay happi ok? pls... if u do not get wat i wantedto say...pls tell me....sry.... :'( urs truthfully <-----|<==|**TiMmi**|==>|-----> he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050618
22:28
Blink 182 - I Miss You Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I stared I counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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22:15
hEy you. today. normalday. nothingmuch. haiz. myeyeshurt. haiz. sopainful. hmm. igottheyujiansongliaoz. hmm. theysaidttahbOiwillbebacktoday. wahh. iPARRTYathisroomleh.. ihopehedunno. haiz. sotired. eyesstillhurt. talkedtoasyikin. hmm. haiz. shestillsick. hmm. imissheralot. haiz. umm. shobansaidifcouldwatch batmanbegins onMonorTues. hmm. ithoughthetookNOTseriously. idintakeitseriouslywhen isuggestedwatchingmoviestogether. gosh. whataweirdworlfimlivingin. haiz. dunnolah. inebberwatchmovieswithhimbeforelehh. haiz. idunlikehim. ijusttreathimlikefriend. yeapp. andthatgerald.. hesjustapalofmine. nothingelse. kelvinismyseniorandaclosefriendinthebandroomwhoisolderthanme. haiz. ionlylove.. haiz. ihopethatweknow. maybeheshouldNOT/neverknowanythingaboutmyfeelings. yeapp. hideeverything. haiz. dunnowhyifeelsohurtwhen hessoclosetoahda. haiz. dunnolahh. stupidfeelings. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050616
21:17
hEy you. today isafineday. umm. well. icametooearlyforband. itotitstartedat8oo. haiz. soscaredlahh. thinktomuchliaoz. haiz. goodthingtheamathzremedial wasCANCELLEDforthewholeweek! yeapp! sohappy. haiz. then, playedmyflutevi. sofun. withshizheng. then, gomakanwithher. sheatelaksa. umm. well, idineatthewholemorntillevening. sohungry. yeap. ipassthebktohimliaoz. imsocrazy. yeap. hmm. lengmalume. haiz. infrontofthemontfortguys. wahliaoz. idunnomahh. itsoundedsoweird. haha. well, ithinkicheeredhimup. yeapp. hopeso. um. dunnolahh. hmm. feelingsodamnfine. alsoknowas imFINE! yeahh. tml gotband. butON9ooNOT8oohorr!! he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050615
22:18
hEy you.. today, idinfeelwell. umm. nomoodlahh. haiz. shessick. haiz. allmyfault. haiz. btw, i almostkilled suffie. haiz. i almostsmashhim. haiz. dunno. i feellikesleepingforever. haiz. tml, i thinkimgoingtothebridge. afterbandbahh. dunnolahh. haiz. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050613
23:29
hEy you.. solonginEbberblog, yarr? haha. hmm. todayisa fineday. tiredlah. cleanedmywholeroom. sofun! yeap. hitmylefthandrightthumb. stillverypainwOr. haiz. verytired. tml, gotband. hmm. notcompulsoryforme. yeahh. haha. hmm. metsomeonelastSat. hmm. ACC weiwenwOr. studyy. ifeltsoxtra. soNOTwanted. feltnotneed. feltuselesstoo. itriedtostudy. well, okiae. icanlahh. hmm. borrowthesomeone's bk. hmm. then, somegirlwhoaddedme addedthesomeone. whathe..? soangry. but, withmyself. thegirlmetasyikin. andmadehermoresick. thegirltold thatiwillbegoingtoMontfiestaVIII. whatthe..? haiz. ihatemyself. ihatemyself. whydoihavethisstupidweakness? whyamiagirl? ifimaguy, thiswouldnothavehappen. ithink. haiz. ifonlyiwerethem. thatswhatshewished. icant. imnotthem. andasformystupidweakness. imsorry. icanthelpit. imweak. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050610
22:58
hEy you.. umm. todaewasafineday. umm. wenttochangiairport. happylahh. abit. dunnolah. cantstudythere. whatthehell? wastetimeonly. well, ifeltabithappythough. tookanicewithsammy. hesocute. haha.haiz. rightnow, imnothappylah. sohaiz. ifeellikecrying now. haiz. umm. abttheemail. haiz. okiae. igavetheboxofhearts toher. um. whyyouaresayingsorrytome? imatfault. notyou. imsorry. ifeellikesobbing rightnow. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050606
15:38
Confuse [Inuyasha & Kagome] I feel left out, He loves her-She loves him, But yet I love him too, He hugged her and it hurt. It hurt me-I couldn't stand it, I ran home crying, I couldn't believe it. Yet when another guy wants me, He gets all mad and protective. But I get scared and confused, When she wants him. Should I just give up? Should I stay home? Then he comes with his golden eyes..... And he says...... "Kagome...I can't be without you I need you, Haven't you realized that yet? Come back with me..." He holds me close and I cry... I say, "Thank you." And all is well Yet, I cant help but think... What about her? What about us? I'm still very confused. But that is my life, and this is love. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050605
01:11
hEy you.. umm. today. okiae. nothingmuchtotalkabout. yep. okiae. someonegotaCRUSHonsomeone. haha~ haiz. In the air, beneath the earth and in the water sounds exist. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20050603
23:34
hEy you.. asyikinsentmeamemail. dear rinna.. im sorry about yesterday. our msn conversation. yea. i guess i wasnt in the mood. is it okay if you could delete evelyn from your contact list? thanx. about your upcoming concert, i will come and support you from far. you dun have to bother about the black guy. umm. actually i have been longing for this holiday as a break from everything. i will try to recall every single memory. to be honest, for the past few days, i have been avoiding myself from you that i didnt want to online till yesterday. but again, we had a problem. im sure both of us didnt want this to happen. but rinna.. ever since the monfort guys came, you changed a lot. you seem to be more closer to your other godsiblings. i dunno. maybe its because of you, im changed too. i hope when i get to meet you again, i will get to see a change in you. only the old rinna can help me realise the true meaning of a sister and bring me back to the past where i came from. if you still prefer to be with your other godsiblings, go ahead. i will never stop you. like i said, seeing you happy makes me happy too. your happiness lies in mine. but if you still prefer to be this way, im sorry but to let go of our sister-ship. hopefully this wont happen. among all, this 'outstanding' sis of yours always give you nothing but problems. come to think of it, they are far much better than me. let this june holiday be a good break for us. think it over carefully. i wont be online these few days bcoz i feel that i will end up hurting you at the end of our conversation. im sorry. if we are destined to meet, we will. if not, we dun. yea. i will always be missing you. take care. love, asyikin youknow? ireallyconfused. idunno. ialmostgotintroublewithleng. then, this. haiz. ithinkmaeproblemsareso great. well. HELLno. idunno. asyikin. ireallymissyou. iloveyou. why? whydoyouhavetothinkitthatway? honestly, ienvyirisanddenise. theyaresoclose. we? wehavebeensisters longerthanthem. andwearenothappywitheachother. idunno. itsnot thatwearenothappywith eachother. ireallydunno knowwhatyouwhat. yes. iknow. imveryclosewithmyothergodsiblings. whichislike one. amanda. thatsall. well, cozwearefromthesameCCA. andwhatstheprob beingtogetherwithher? whycanti? whyyouallkeepthinking thatialwaysleaveyouout? ididnot. ifyoufeelthatway, tellme. ineedtoknow. im notprefect. tellme. ifimhurtingyou, tellme. imsouseless. why? willanyoneknowhowifeel? willanyoneknowhowiREALLYREALY feelwhenimsmiling? he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |