hEy you..
umm.. stillnotaslp.. um.. idunno. yesterday, cleanedthehse. hmm.. finallycanonline andblog.. but.. 8moredays.. mtolevel. haiz.. t osogotproblemin hisband. haiz. well, i thinkweare driftingapart. well, itsagoodthingthough. haiz. but hisband ishavingaconcert. iwouldliketogo. but. ifiseehim again.. icant.. ireally.. idontwant.. ithurtstobe driftedapart.. but idunmind.. then, A lostherallher memory.. haiz. imnotjoking. idunno. ireallywantto cryoutloud.. but.. haiz. ohwell, ilearntto cryinside and putahappysmile.. foolingpeople.. haiz. youknow.. whatthenew A saidistrue. idunno. shoulditellher thatiliedtoher somanytimes? ireallywant toleteverythinggo. maybeiwillbe likethehelena. themychemicalromance.. sonice.. sosad.. haiz. thinkingoftheword sad.. itremindsme ofthenewsongs wegonnaplay forthemeiterV concert. haiz.. idunno ificanmakeit.. itsocoldrightnow.. idunno.. ifoundteddy bytheway.. sohappybut stilldepressed. realisedthattheamathzII ifailedbadly coziwas thinkingoftheproblems.. haiz.. idunno.. then themrKeithtan scoldedmecoziwasslow.. well, theydingivemethestring.. ireallywantedtocry atthatverymoment.. ireallywant everyonetostopthinking ofme and lovingme ormaybehating meanymore.. ifeelso.. trapped.. likethebirdinthecage withnofreedom.. haiz.. basically, nooneunderstandsme and theyneverwill... cozidunwannathemto.. buzzoff!

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥