hEy you..
today ishthelastpaperofthemiddy. shereallydidforgetme. shedid. shereallydid. asyikin. haiz. band isgoingtoresumesoon. imafraid. theres alotgoingonmymind. haiz. im inGREATpain.

thedae.
youforgottenme.
iwasconfusdatfirst.
stunnedafterrealisingit.
ithurtsthough.
but, fearbehindme.
stabbingasharpknifeonmyback.
imafraidoflosingyou.
still, therestwooptions.
helpyourecall.
or..
letyouforgetthepain.
ifyourecall, youllbeinpain.
ifyouforget, illbeinpain.
shouldibeselfish?
ornot?
idontwishtohurtyou.
nomore
iwillhurtyou.
ipromisedmyself
nowihavedecided.
toletyouforgetthepain.
andrememberthenewmemories.
imdontmindthepain.
causeilovedher.
sheisher.
and herismysister.
foreveruntiltheendoftime.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥