hEy you..
umm. itsanotherdae. gosh. inebberblogsey. haiz. well. goodthingwroteitonmaebk. hee. waitigotakemaebk horr. yep.

yesterday. 13o5o5. herrsentmehome. well. cozherrhvsomthingtosaytome. haiz. herrsaiditsherrlasttime. imsoconfused. idunwantherr toleaveme. iloveherrsomuch. ireallydunno whatwillhappentome afterherrleavemethen. iwillbreakdown. tearswillaccompanymeeveryday. well. irememberedthaticriedwhenthe firsttimeiplayedtheChallenge the secondflutepart. haiz. imtryingtoignoreumm. icarnthinkabtummanymore. haiz. theothertime, ummdarenotlookatme whenigavebackhisbk. haiz. er. idunno.

yesterday. 14o5o5. gotbackfromMendaki. well. iwasabttomakan. andshecalledme. iwassoscared andworriedmixedtogether. haiz. rushedtowheresheis. sentherrtoherrtuitionplace. haiz. sotired. then, wenttohospital. myauntfrommydadsside wassick. sameasdad. haiz. well. confusingly, mycuzzin keptlookingatme. well. ithinkso. idunno. then, ahlongsaidheinterestedinme. gosh! ahhh! imscreamingtomyself eachtimehelooked. soscary. idunwant! ahh. haiz. ilikedagirl. andalsoa. idunno. haiz. well. idunnwannaknow. okiae.

now. 15o5o5. iaskedtimmyifhemind ideletethetestiitypedforhim. haiz. well. heonlinedwhen iaskedifishoulddeleteanot. gosh. itslikeheknows. haiz. hesonthephone. haiz. asyikin. haiz. fruitseveryday. yesterday, inaggedather. itriedtohelpherto stopremembering thewordDEATH. haiz. idunno. itssodifficult. imalmostworeout. haiz. imreallytryingtostopthinkingofhim. haiz. sodifficultagain. haiz. myheartachenow. well. alittlebitlahh. haiz. idunno. oneprobafteranother. haiz.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥