hEy you..
today. iwenthomeherr. well, wesupposetobewithshe. then, plannedtogotothebridge. umm. well. ummwasthere. @macD. ifeelso.. JEALOUS? shit! icarnt. well. totofgoinghome. herrwannasaysomthingtome. heldherrhand. himmwasbehind. iknowandiDUNCARE! ya. idunno. iknowshehaveherrownproblems. sodoi. haiz. idunno. icriedsobadly. untilmytemprise. shit. well, nottoohigh. um. idunno. imsoconfused. herrispushingmetothem. ifonly, icouldchooseboth. shetoldme "i dun want you to love with me" somesort. idunno. well, rassentanemail..

hey.... rasyidah here! just now ikin cry le..... she say she got very bad headache and can't take the pain..... almost want to faint ah! scare me onli! i think her health is deteriorating...... i donno.... thay's y she is always upset..... but always trying to put up a brave front..... not the ikin i know..... but don't worry.... there is a way to cure her.... doc says she needs love care and concern now....she cannot think too much.....try to make her happy... it will work.... hmmm....i wonder if u know about her problems at home..... i also cannot tahan.... fight here, fight there..... just now i also got talk to her..... she say she can't even bear to hug u..... and the truth is she is trying to push u to ur other godbro/godsis..... she thinks they can make u happy and she is going to leave this world soon anyway.... that's what she said..... oh ya..... she also got say the more she hear your godbro's name from monfort, the more she think of pushing u to them..... haiz.... try to help her if u can.....

imtryingmybest. haiz. iwill. idunwanttolostyou. wherewillibeifiREALYloseyou..?

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥