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hEy you. yesterday. iwenthomewithherrandshe. well. shewasgoingtoherrshse. um. ihavenothingtosay. whatcanido? stopher? no. icanbeinvolved. then, herrpulledmeand madememissed almosttwo261buses. well. igotonthe2ndone. um. gotmypictakenbyjp. stupidjp. gotthenerve. haa! itsokiaewithmethough. um. then, gothome. forgotwhatidid. onlineandaskedummtwoqns. 1stwasabtthebag. 2ndwas. umm. imsorry. myheartbeatingveryfast thaticouldsee myveinsallpoppingout. esp, lefthand. itsdoingitagain! no. ummleftme. ummwasstwress. andimadehimevenmorestwress. wahha. then, iquicklyoffline andcriedintheroom. gosh. mymumrealisedthaticried. itoldherimisseddad. well. itwaspartofthereasonthough. imissedhimtoo. ineverreallyrealisehislovetome. afterhisDeath. isometimeswonderwhy. whydowehavetodie? iknowiwillcrymyeyeballs outifmumleaveme. iwillcrysobadly. shestheone. wholovedmeandineverlovedherback. well. ididbutnotasmuchshedidtome. iloveher. basically, ilovedeveryone whoshoweredmewithlove. regardlessirealiseornot. imsorry. well. backontodayslife. itwastheMTmiddy. ihavenoconfidence. idunno. icangetAs. imsorry. haiz. kindadepressedafter whathappenedyesterday. then, herr. idunno. idunnowhathappenedto herrandshe afterschooltoday. Asyikin. wouldyoutellmewhathappened? imsorry. justafewminutes, ireceivedastringofbeads. tome, itsspecial. haiz. idunno. imsohurt. thanks. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |