hEy you.
today. theresnoMendakicostmlLaboursDay. yea. um. gotovisitmyfather. um. then, wenttoJurongPoint. eatandeat. well. idingetwhatiwant. well. idinwanttoeatactually. iwantedaNEWbag. thebillabogbag. sameasumm andherr. haiz. no$$. haiz. then, gothomestaredblanklyontheceiling. switchedontheradio andlistened. MRLONELY!! ahh! imsolonely. then, gopray. then, staredtheceilingagain. um. then, reachedfortherubbingalcohol. ialmostdrinkit. thewarmpluscooling sensationonmytongue mademerealisedwhatihavedone. quickly, iwenttowashmymouth. ireallydunnowhy. justnow. ireadthesisblog. itotiwillbefine. but. when, herronline. she keptaskingmequestions. ihateit. ihatetalkingeverythingabtme. ihatemyself. iknow. shessick. but. imsorry. now. shesaid"let it out to me if u can't take it.." youknowihowmuchiHATE peoplesacrificingthemselvestome?!? iHATEit. imjustanotherhuman. ihatethefeelingofbeingsoGREAT. iHATEit.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥