hEy you.
um. today. stillsick. um. yesterdayicriedreallybadly. thesistersrelationship. cried. tillmyripcagehurts. really. idunwantthistoaffectmySYF. tmlgonnabeMontfortsSYF. wishedgoodlucktoNat. mynewdidi. um. askedhimabt. um. thepersonalsosick. um. idunno. ineverdaretotalkto. haiz. dunnowhy. imscared. abtSYF. abtlovetoo. imscared. meandmysis. ourrelationshipisso. idunno. haiz. lovedestorysitself. abtwhy? whyGodcreatelove? whycreatesomethingthatdestoryitself? imconfused. imstillsick. ireallywanttheGold. but. ihvtobecarefulwithmysis. haiz. imconfused. ihopetmlwillbeabetterday. andhopeMontfortBandwillgetaGOLD. andmysiswillbeallright.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥