hEy you.
um. yea. wentformendaki. nothingmuch. tired. yesterdaydidsomeofthehomework. yea. finishedsome. um. tired. weak. goneforpracticeattoapayohsouthcc. yah. okiae. fine. went tohougangmallwithkel, shirleyand ChengHao. walkedandwalked. wonderedabouther. yea. imstupid. heardtheworddumb. yea. perfectwordthatdiscribeme. imsostupid. hurtpeople. stupid. hatemyself. haiz. imtired. tiredofliving. freakingheadache. sometimes. ihatemyself. myeldersis. naggedthewholeday. andkepttalking. onedaywishedtojustslamthedoorandlockmyselfin. thereshegoes. thereshestartstalking. mysecongeldersister. ah. money. money. everyday. calledandaskedformoney. ifnotmoney. angry. andquarrelwithmum. myyoungersis. sofreakingrude. ohyah. forgot. peoplesec1lehz. chairmanarh. bigfreakingpostxia. imsofreakingscared. ah. imshaking. freak. haiz. hatemyself. amiheretotorturepeople? orhurtthem? ihaterinna.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥