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um. well. um. okiae. myleftripcagehurts. um. shewasupsetwithme. ya. iknow. imselfish. lefther. andwentforband. imsoselfish. see. iwentforband. andlefther. imselfish. whatstheusecryingnow? imstupid. crynow. stupid. iknow. peoplehateme. ihatemyself. ihatebeingloved. makepeopleworry. onWed. ididntwanttogohome. iwanttostaysomewherethere. androt. andsleepthere. nevergohome. andneverhurtheragain. imsostupid. hurtpeopleanddidntevenknow. imsostupid. cryforwhat? sostupid. imsodumb. rinnastopcrying. myripcagestillhurts. sostupid. cryagain? btw. whyicry? imstupid. hurtheranddidntrealise. whyamihere? icouldstillrememberthelettershewroteme. sayingthatimadeadifferencetoherlife. where? allididwas. hurther. hurther. hurther. so. ifyouarereadingthis. ihurtyouagainright? iknow. imsorry. everysorryisaidalwaysreplyedwitha "you dun have to say sorry.." iknowyouarehurt. imsorry. imsostupid. ihatemyself. dontsay "rinna.. you say all this. you're hurting me more.." iknow. imsorry. imashit. hurtyoueveryday. forgiveme. slapmeifihurtyouagain. idundeservethe "you dun have to say sorry.." eachtimeisaysorrytoyou.

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥