hEy you..
uMm.. toDay is the CNY celebration.. hMm.. kiAe.. everything well.. my playing was terribly playeed.. mRs nG played the clarinet.. wahh,, so prOO!! haha... i've paid for the wangyan's farewell party.. 9.90 buCks.. hMm.. i think i'm not going for the "What BIG bombs you have?" which is on my bday.. hMm.. i wanna go.. thenn.. Asyikin carn go... Pan said he wun go coz the amount is 8 buCks.. 8 buCks is quite a lot.. hMm whEn ahlOng quit herr jOb.. mumm have to work mOre hours.. uMm.. sO.. i offically say "I WOULD NOT GO FOR THE SHOW".. if my mum work on that day.. i MAYBE carn see herr.. some people can see their mums daily.. but.. me? if i always go for cOncErts and i wouldn't.. haiz.. thenn,, at nite.. kakngah called this hse.. what the fuck? she's asking for more money.. haizz.. she din even know that mum loved her more.. everytime, she asked for money.. i hate herr!! why? i was woken up when mum shouted at the phone.. when will she ever learn? i tot mum would have a peaceful time.. coz today is father's Death day... mum dreamt that father came back and told her that he died coz he had a REASON.. i really miss father... even though i got beaten by him before.. even though he din even loved me like he did to Awie and kakngah///

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥