hEy yOu..
Asyikin type this in e sisters blog..

[[ SORRY...

1) ...fer hUrtiNg u
2) ...fer rUiniNg uR lOve life
3) ...dat u hAv tO sacrifice uR belOved oNe fEr me aNd mAke uRself SufFer
4) ... to say dAt ur lOve fEr me hUrts tOo
5) ... dat it has to be no oNe eLse oThEr thAn uR gOdsis who is sUpposed tO suppOrt ur lOve liFe bUt haTe him iNstEad..

sEe hOw mucH i hAv hUrT u? u tOld me nOt to saCrifice.. bUt whY did u dO it? i aM thE persOn whO is suppOsed to diSapPear frOm tis wOrld, noT u.. i hAv brOught a lOt of uNhappineSs tO u.. am i rEally fiT tO be uR gOdsis aT all? i dUn minD if uR anSweR is neGative cOz i dEseRve iT.. ]]

i dunno what to say.. i'm still hurt.. not by my own godsister.. by HIM.. haizz.. i dunno.. then herr blogger..

Aaaargh!! why do i hav to say all those things to rinna?! and why did she begged him and ask fer forgiveness.. is tis a sacrifice? it did not make me feel much better.. instead, it hurts me more.. i noe she is hurt too bcOz of me..yes... ME! Me! Me! she is hurt cOz i've ruined her lOve life.. i've ruined her everything.. wat sOrt of gOdsis am i?! i feel like crying now... why can she be hOnest wif him so easily but not wif me in the first place? i juz can't bear it anymore.. and i am also making our sister relationship from bad to worse..

i'm wrong too.. so sorry,,, i'm so sorry..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥